Myths, Legends and other Amazing Adventure

2008-11-29T11:30:00.003+08:00

taking a look back at the past three years of my tertiary education, i guess i have somewhat grown from all the things that happen. i suddenly felt like reflecting yesterday as the day i enrol to national service draws near with only 3 days, counting today that is. my jc life has been much much more difficult than my secondary life, where learning was fun everyday as everyday was always filled with something fun like playing cards and soccer in class. aah those were the good old days. but then again, i learnt life experiences in jc and im glad that i experience all these now so i can be prepared for the world after school world, where they say its the real deal of a living hell. and i still cant believe that i was able to pull through it all, even though most of the times i know that im alone to face it all and feel like breaking down. i can really say now that i have become a lot stronger than i was 3 years ago, after all the emotional rollercoaster ride ive been on. the pain from my regret that my pride was more important than saying out my true feelings to a girl i liked, the pain from losing a friend due to unexplainable cause of death, the pain from watching and losing my grandma who had been suffering from leukimia leave us behind and lastly the pain from being rejected. and more importantly, when facing all these, i learnt that ive been so obstinate, thinking that i can handle all the pain by myself, thinking that im strong when im actually not. never opening up myself to the people around me whenever trouble take a toll on me. all along i thought that strength was the ability to accomplish feats alone when actually strength is the ability to strip myself of my pride defence, lean on others and face feats together with those who are around me. and i so foolishly perceive that as a weakness, not strength. with all that said, another chapter of my life is about to begin and i really hope that i can continue growing and learning to become a much much better person. i really grateful that i get to experience this in the early stages of my life.before i leave, i guess i gotta thank these peeps for all the fun i had

the victorians who got to tpjc with me, be it my batch or the batch after.

my beloved 06s22 whom we shared crazy times with.

my current class of 07s24, filled with interesting times together with you guys man.

the rest of the people in tpjc whom ive acquainted with.

*chao*

willis: haha ya i know. i blog only once in a while lah.
khyrul: hmm, maybe not everyday lah mike. somedays i left halfway.
amirah: hey glad u found it. haha.

2008-08-12T21:54:00.003+08:00

cool. i took a 7 months break from blogging. and i guess that is pretty long. well anyway im now in my fourth day of my study break ( starting from 9th august, which is actually national day...). so yeah. i guess this study break is more of a break for me ( and the same goes for khyrul) which actually should not be the case for me. i just felt that somehow i just cant bring myself to start studying, when this break is the preparation for the preliminaries examintaions. well thats because i need to get a hold of myself first before even getting started. this year, up till now, hasnt exactly been the way that i planned and things happen. im not so sure how to put it, but i feel as if the things that happen to me will sooner or later come back to haunt me one way or another. and the pathetic thing is that i can never have enough courage to face them all, all because i keep avoiding this little things. haiz.. wish i was stronger.. emotionally. i guess theres no training for that. well i guess for now i dont really have much to say.
*chao*

burg: ok done. haha ive finally updated. sorry it took so long.
anwar: dude leave behind your url man. haha.

2008-01-18T20:43:00.002+08:00

i finally had time free to blog since i had been so busy lately. so the past 3 weeks of 2008 could still be better for me. i had kinda start the year on a wrong foot. ok yeah. thats how i kinda twisted my ankle last monday during pe. thinking aback i laughed while trying to picture how badly i fell. ok so this is how it started. our pe teacher had asked us to run 8 laps, from lane 8 to lane 1. after like around 50 metres, a trinkle of sweat slowly made way, seeping into my eyes. so i just die die had to wipe it of since it was kinda irritating. and then it happen. as i closed my eyes i slipped ffrom the track as it was slippery. then my ankle hit the side of the track and i fell on my left, twisted my left ankle. as soon as i landed on the track my body subconconciously rollled towards the grassy area around the track as i did not want to distract the path of other runners. the moment i was in the grass area, i grabbed my ankle and wailed in agony. i cant believe it. a lot of people around me stopped for a moment, even the jc1 girls. at that moment i didnt really care about my dignity as a man as the pain was excruciating.

well my ankle is ok now. well at least i can walk properly. but the swell is still there, yet to subside.

ah. the match of tampines junior college against victoria school has just ended. with the outcome so obvious even before it started. VS THRASHED TP 6-0!!!! yeah i was proud vs won. i didnt really thought they could thrash seniors of age 2 yrs older with that kind of scoreline. the match was exciting with me, khyrul akhil kimkeat and pakyu watching the match from the 7th floor at vs field. the field was much much nicer than the old one. well im not really good at commentarying the match but i shall stop here. i need to go and sleep now. kind of beat from the draining week. thats all.
*chao*

2007-11-16T12:45:00.000+08:00

woohoo. its the end of the week. anyway its nothing to be happy about since there is really nothing for me to look forward to. yup. the past few days i have been basically doing pretty much nothing but sitting at home and satisfying my craving for asian dramas. that is especially korean and japanese dramas. i wonder still the reason for this unusual behaviour of mine. and yes it has really gotten me quite bewildered. oh well. i guess after thinking about it, i could only find one answer. i need a place for me to really find who i should be, or maybe on what i should be doing. this may sound weird but its true. i have been dwelling on this for the whole of this year. all these while i have just been leeching on everybody's dream. i kept on telling people of how i dreamt of being this and that without any basis. well i just have been lying to people. and true enough people believed me. i felt really guilty lying to them. but after watching all these dramas of how dreams are not only made of but also that they can be achieved. they really inspire me to think deeply of what my interest was and that i should work towards that goal because i will definitely succeed in life if i follow my dream. though their stories are far from surreal, they somewhat have an impact on me. thats why now im more aware of which path to take in life. and i guess its quite a weird path, some may even say its impossible. so here goes. my dream is to become one of the first few people in history to create a time travelling spaceship. since young i always wanted to find out what it is like to see people of the past. though currently the technology does not permit such a feat, im more than ever determined to make it come true. well guess i should probably thank all the dramas that ive watched. well thats all then.

*chao*

khyrul: oops. haha wrong phrasing. ok ive edited it.

2007-11-13T19:32:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i think i should try replying tags here too. since everybody's doing it. ok so here goes.

*chao*

joshua: yup sure i will. i'm definitely catching up very very fast. woohoo.
khyrul: mike read again. i said sec 4 class.

2007-11-12T17:25:00.000+08:00

haaah. how refreshing. i finally can go back to blogging after such a long rest. let me see. it has been like my blog's been hibernating for almost 3 months. well how shall i start.

ah yes. i got promoted to year 2. finally. well i should say i did pretty much better than last year. with CCD im currently in the middle of my class as in position. i still cant believe how happy i was with that. but too bad i guess my teacher told me that i didnt do much to her expectation considering almost half my class obtain such miraculous results of As and Bs. some even complain how they wanted to get straight As but could not. wonder what these people are thinking about. weird. ok so maybe not weird considering that they are after all nerds. thank god that i only have less than a year left. i still miss my sec 4 class. oh well. probably this class of mine (07s24) shall not be missed by me then.

the other thing is that now i finally got a new computer! ahah. life was so taxing without it. i mean yeah the songs and all. i was pretty sad too about my old one. it has been nestling on my computer table dead for so long and now another one has overthrown it. wahaha. ok so now i shall get back to playing games. and ill try to update regularly now that my computer is up and running.

*chao*

2007-08-16T22:38:00.000+08:00

so now i just woke up from sleep after taking the super drowsy medicine to cure my sore throat. and the purpose of me waking up is to finish up my research on my gp project. how weird. and here im thinking that i can escape from projects. oh well i guess thats life.

so today was another mundane school day i guess. nothing excptionally exciting happen. only that i got the sore throat back due to heavy laughter in school during my last break in school. we just sat down and started talking crap but this time the crap was really really crap. somehow when we stop somewhere during the conversation, when we try to find the link from start to end, theres no connection. thanks to that, i laughed like a crazy horse i guessed. and after break, during physics, i just can't stop coughing and there you go, a comeback by my enemy, the sorethroat. mm, guess i better get back to tidying up my resaerch then

*chao*

2007-08-13T20:17:00.000+08:00

i had finally got hold of the laptop. wahaha. how life is difficult for me without a pc. my old one is still in my room staring at me every single day of my life. DEAD. and it has been a few months since i attended the wake for my old pc.

ok so anyway the past week had been pretty much exciting for me. celebrated national day with watching rush hour 3 with justin junyu chris willis darren and weijie. then we went watch fire works at the top of marina square. and yes that was the place that ive been to before as i got lost in the shopping centre with me trying to find the cinema. i cant believe that i kept thinking to myself that the fourth floor was the third floor. so yeah i got lost. and i bearly made it to the cinema on time too. ok so about the fire works. they were awesome. especially the second round. then we went to willis granddad's office via no 10 till tanjong pagar mrt station, train to paya lebar mrt station and lastly bus number something. ok so i forgot the bus number. oh ya darren and weijie didnt join us for night study though. haha i still remember willis granddad's dentist sign. it says LOY DENTIST. haha. ok so no offence willis. i only manage to study a bit of organic chemistry though. didnt really was in the zone to actually remember stuff. so i just did a mindmap and see the relations of the different type of organic compounds. we studied like till around 3am if im not wrong and ate cup noodles and watch the simpsons movie via movie6.net. then we had a quick shut eye for about 1 hour before all of us head home.

hmm. well now i just reached home from a boring bus ride after a maths test that just ended at 6. and yes i guess i kinda felt a bit disappointed as now i lost 8 marks coz i didnt pretty much study for it. well i guess thats all then.

*chao*

2007-07-18T21:07:00.000+08:00

get hmm. well i guess today was same old same old. only that our gp teacher ws super furious that almost more than half of the class didnt hand in reading log. haha and i had to do 10 for punishment for not handing in last weeks and this weeks worth. well practically im screwed. but doing it the company of thomas and seekian made it fun. we were laughing non-stop in the library with the 3 of us cracking stupid jokes or saying stupid things. yeah. and i just kept burping for no reason. well yeah. if only fadhil was here then we can complete the fantastic four! or maybe the 21 bus gang! ok maybe i really dont know nuts about devising nicknames or names of group. but hey i tried. ok so i better get back to waiting for thomas to send me his eom to help him print. oh ya i cant forget to tickets from jacq to dancefest. thats all i guess.

*chao*

2007-07-16T19:47:00.000+08:00

i am saved!!!!

ok yeah. this is because since last friday when i received a letter that i needed to go down to cmpb to do a check-up, i panicked as i thought i would definitely end up going for ns without finishing my a lvls and somehow, i didn't know how my previous deferment did not go through. and true enough my very rushed trip from school to cmpb really did saved my life. i reached there at about 1645, 15 minutes till closure of the office. i cant believe the trip took me about 1 and a half hour but it was worth it. the moment i reached there i rushed to the office and say that i was there for another deferment. (it my second time i go there just to defer. sheesh) anyway the lady at the counter told me that luckily i came to defer as soon as possible. if not then there will be ns officers knocking on my door asking for my arrest, or even worst, coming to school to arrest me! well found out that there was a direct bus from kallang mrt to cmpb. now i don't need take cab anymore. ok i guess i get back to doing gp project. haha we chose the topic on stds. super hard though. well thats all i guess.

*chao*

2007-07-10T19:49:00.000+08:00

ok so now im doing some admin work of my cca as 2mrw is the day i finally end my reign as the vice-president of health. sad to say im still stuck in the club. not that i hated the club. its just that somehow i hated the teacher in charge. forever giving us problem. well i shant elaborate further as it seems pointless to do that. anyway the whole experience being the vp was really worth it. yeah it was good while it lasted. ok guess im pressing for time now.

*chao*

2007-07-07T12:16:00.000+08:00

well the first 2 weeks of school has passed. and i guess i have to get rid of my holiday mood if i were to get back to serious studies. after what seems like a painless mid years, i still think i need to improve a lot more. i am still wondering how badly i have done for the mid years, with me feeling like crap knowing that i did not study hard to prepare for the exams. haha and worst part is that i think i did not prepare for it. haiz, guess i only change a bit. but well at least this year im never going to let history repeat itself. less playing, less going out, more study and no more chasing after girls. ok maybe i chase one girl at a time. haha. but yeah no more of those nonsense.

anyway my week was same old same old. nothing practically interesting happen. just the usual. wish there was interesting incidents that happen. crap i keep telling myself not to revert to my old clown-self. i am a mature young adult. so i have to watch my behaviour in front of my class. then again, fun things always happen when im being my clown-self.

well my grades were not too shabby i must say. not that im proud of it either. with not much revision i manage to get CSS for my H2 subjects. this is a much greater improvement than last years mid years when i get all Us and with maths and chem single digit. haha. ok thats all i guess. and i shall try ti update more, if that is i get a chance to get hold of the freaking laptop my parents are always hiding. and yes my com is practically decomposing in my room.

*chao*

2007-06-24T14:43:00.000+08:00

FINAL DAY OF HOLIDAYS!

argh. i really hate this feeling. too bad its school time again. but oh well. it was fun while it lasted.

2 days ago went to watch fantastic four: rise of the silver surfer with chris and weijie as the rest either cant make it or mia. i cant believe that the effect was super super cool. too bad they never portray Galactus. yeah. its just clouds trying to devour earth. well i shall anticipate the silver surfer movie then. ok thats all.

*chao*

2007-06-05T13:00:00.000+08:00

ok crap. i cant blog at home. haiz. that's all i can say for now. shall wait for my new com before i blog again. well if this much is what can even be called blogging. haiz.

*chao*

2007-05-18T10:13:00.000+08:00

well this week is basically the week where i just shut down. i lost the mood to study. everyday i return home from school, the only place i head straight to is my bed. and it is not even the end of term yet. wish i knew why though. the past few weeks i have been studying like theres no tomorrow. it is not mugging mind you. just studying. something i have yet to do since i left secondary school. ah the good old days. well like i said i just suddenly switch myself off for this whole week. i better buck up these weekend if not ill be quite a distance behind the rest of my mugger classmates. yes they are indeed a mugger batch. so unlike our batch. and i am feeling the pressure which is only felt by me in the last part of last year. wish i knew what was going on with me. well i guesss that remains to be unseen yet.

ok so maybe theres something that happens to me this week that is very well worth mentioning. on tuesday was my birthday. and of course i come to school each time this day of the year comes anticipating something will happen to me. well it did. but not physical birthday bash. first i got a message from joshua. then the present came int the form of a birthday card.

actually i didnt know how to react at first. i was basically lost for words. never in my life i received present secretly. i kind of got use to birthday bashes but this really caught me off guard. the card has all the wishes from my classmates and the most unexpected was that i saw wishes that was written by tutors too. like i said i was lost for words. heck i could not even have the energy to open my mouth and say thanks for the effort put in. they made this behind my back, without me even knowing what was going on. it really touched me. well since i sort of do not have the courage to thank them all personally, i shall thank them here.

THANKS my class 07S24 for the card. Joshua also. i really appreciate it guys.

2007-05-03T21:23:00.000+08:00

oh no. i'm 2 days late from blogging on
SPIDERMAN 3 THE MOVIE!
haha ok so i guess now i shall give my viewpoint on the movie. the movie was not bad on the whole. the storyline was not bad, but i prefer the first one better though. it was predictable as there is always one hero in every movie, of coz the friendly neighbourhood. i still think that harry osbourne aka new green goblin was the hero as he risked his life to save spidey. oh ya that is one more point. i predicted that harry will die. and my goodness. it was true. but hey, i can't deny that the fight scenes were SUPER SUPER awesome. still i can't help wondering on the web shooting part. shouldn't he be shooting web from the capsules on his wrists? i keep seeing that his web was shot from his palm instead. well i guess i did enjoy the movie much. can't believe my favourite comic character on movies. well that's all i guess.
*chao*

2007-04-25T20:44:00.000+08:00

hmm, today was a normal day i guess. just that i had physics test which was pretty much OWNable. haha ok so it was not that hard. and i really starting to wonder why i am like quite hardworking nowadays. ahah. i was never like this before. guess i have found my 'inspiration'. (*blink blink*) haha. well guess i better head off studying for econs and chem test.

*chao*

2007-04-23T21:11:00.000+08:00

hmm, another week another chapter. naah. its just the same every single week. wish something refreshing happens in my life. it is so freaking monotonous. its the same thing every single day. in the morning ill struggle to wake up from my pleasant dreams, resisting to go school. then in class, ill pretend to be attentive and listen to the teachers same old nagging, which i would not like to tell them about it anytime soon out of respect.

ok that's it. i have to wake up to reality. i have to somehow prevent myself from thinking im living in a world of fantasy. im doing all these to get myself a better life in the future. i have to get myself shielded from any form of distractions, especially those that always, and i mean always lead me to stoning and eventually emoing. i know i tend to have weak resistance against distractions in these forms. haiz. times like these makes me wish for something that i always lack. the strength of the heart. hmm, wonder if that will happen. haha.

*chao*

2007-04-20T10:32:00.000+08:00

here i am bloggimng in school at this hour. hmm. guess i'm kind of bored nowas i am left with nothing to do in the library. so yeah here i am yet again. a bit tired though after PE lessons. we learnt how to play volleyball. it was funny with our pe teacher basically shows the stances that we have to adopt before hitting the ball and et cetera. well looking at the clock at about 7 o'clock from my computer table, it leaves me with only half an hour till my next clas, which is physics lecture. wish my friday was a holiday. coz i only come to school for pe, then mother tongue, which of course my free periods and two periods of physics lecture. guess thats all.

oh ya, and guys, i'm really sorry that i was not feeling that good on wednesday night. i was just watching at images of me and her (guess you know who) spending time together. it all started when we pass the lagoon, which made me somehow remembered of the walks that both of us had, walking on paths like the lagoon., whcih kind of made me reminisce the beautiful moments we savoured. i just could not tell you guys then as i was kind of EMO as you may have described. but yeah i am fine now.

*chao*

2007-04-16T21:46:00.000+08:00

ok i got a freaking C for my pw, which is unbelievable after working my butt off day and night (i didn't get any sleep on some days too) trying to get things done. oh ya and i forget to mention that i got sick on some days coz lacking of sleep due to pw. and what do i get? a C. hmm. guess justice is not being done for me. but good grieve its finally over. after a year of slogging just to get things done and keeping to datelines, the agony is over. though im sort of unhappy with th results, i found that im quite lucky to be in a cooperative group. yeah. well i guess that's just the main thing i have.

*chao*

2007-04-09T21:56:00.000+08:00

well its another week and i guess im stuck at home doing nothing but recuperating. yeah boring i guess. hmm. think there's nothing much to blog bout today. that is if you want to hear my visit to the clinic. ahah.

the first thing i walk into the clinic i saw the receptionists and the doctors there trying to pin down a crazy guy. yeah i guess the family members of that guy must have sent him to the wrong venue. anyway he was screaming away and i could care less bout him. i registered and took my seat. that was where something happen that nearly traumatized me for the rest of my life. out of the blue he jumped in front of me and started saying something very funny yet gorish and demonic.

IT WASN"T EVEN IN ENGLISH!

i was taken aback. didn't know how or WHAT to react. and damn i lost in the last minute while playing soccer game on my hp. but it was super scary when he muttered those crazy words in my face. im still like playing the whole image as im blogging now. ok so maybe i should stop the player. WEIRD. yeah.

ok so on a lighter note, i found a song that khyrul sent me which i dunno who de singer is. but this is the lyrics of the chorus. those who know the song please tell me by who. coz its sounds nice.

If you get there before I do

Don't give up on me

I'll meet you when my chores are through

I don't know how long I'll be

But i'm not gonna let you down

Darling wait and see

And between now and then

Until I see you again

I'll be loving you . . .

Love me

2007-04-03T23:12:00.000+08:00

ok firstly. i have to say i'm rather slow at receiving news. and it is about a critical issue this time.
VS TURNING COED YET AGAIN!
after this epic saga died down like for 2 years. it has arise from hell. and this time it is for real. and what i meant by im really slow is that i only got hold of the news last saturday. and coz of that, i lost the mood to go gym that day. i was totally shocked, bewildered and basically angry. i was somehow cursing into thin air of all the people i think of that may be a mastermind behind this conspiracy. yes conspiracy is the right word. i cant imagine what i would do if this really happens. coz right from the moment that i graduated from VS, i told myself that ill work hard and have a good family and most importantly, i want to send my son(s) to VS, the place that i grew up. and indeed VS is something more. my friends from mixed just could never understand what ive been through in VS no matter how many times i told them. so yeah. and this for this post, its definitely going to be in the school flag colour. well ill pray hard that this would not be a DAMN reality.

2007-03-28T19:32:00.000+08:00

Songfest Preliminaries

omg. i can't believe it. my group's chances of getting to the finals has slimmed down. ARGH! i think its all thanks to me. i panicked when i got the wrong microphone. it was too loud. and when i entered my part to sing the chord, it was so loud that the chord has bass sound to it instead of a balanced one ( i sing bass by the way) haha. even though i pulled the mike away, i think its was still a major screw up lah on my part. haiz. hopefully when the result comes out on friday, it will be a good one. and hopefully we will enter the finals. i really really want to perform in front of j2s instead of j1s. ahah. well i really do. *chao*

2007-03-19T22:55:00.000+08:00

ok so currently i can't blog much coz my com is down since last month. so i'll try to update it as soon as possible.

2007-01-17T22:43:00.000+08:00

HnF Orientation!
yeah.. we had organized an orientation for j1 batch who had join the club.. it was kinda hard to get them to participate in the activities we had in store for them.. i guess they are still adjusting to a totally new environment.. i still remember the days when i had my PAE.. but i shall not go further into that..
ok so we started off with a brief introduction of the club to the j1s.. and i had to do solo as sengkiang was settling some matters with ms goh.. so yeah i just introduced myself to her and then i had the j2s introducing themselves to them.. after that it was the ICEBREAKERS.. it was fun.. overall.. and i joined in the icebreakers as a member instead of a vp as i wanted to make the atmosphere very friendly and it sort of did.. haha good achievement for me on my part..

ok so the icebreakers consists of a few games.. first it was WHACKO.. it was pretty slow but we need it so that everyone get to know everybody else.. sadly.. the j2s don't know each other.. thats coz they have been slacking last year and ponning gym duties.. it was kinda embarassing to notice that the j1s notice that the j2s were not really united.. haiz.. but anyway it was pretty much ok..

then comes TRADEMARK something.. haha can't remember.. but its super hard.. each person must say his/her name and do an action.. the next person say his/her name and say the name of the previous person and do another action.. we had to scrape it as it was pretty hard to remember everything..

then comes the some CURTAIN THINGGY.. where we must quickly show out the name of the person opposite the curtain when the curtain falls.. and yeah i was appointed the first one in my team.. so i was stunned when it suddenly falls.. haha.. but in the end my team lost.. so we did a forfeit.. a BANANA DANCE! and i had to lead obviously.. pretty embarassing.. but i had to be enthu.. so yeah..

then its the BROKEN TELEPHONE.. i was laughing when the j1 make hand gestures at me.. i wasn't concentrating and screwed up the whole thing.. oh well.. i had fun.. and the j1s seem starting to have fun..

lastly it was the LINING UP ON CHAIRS ACCORDING A CERTAIN ORDER (ok i don't know what its called).. we lost that one.. and our forfeit was super embarassing.. we had to PULL UP OUR PANTS DAM HIGH, WHILE SINGING MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB, IN A STRAIGHT ROW, AND PARADED TILL THE FOYER!!

haha.. then we ahd a talk from the teacher -in-charge.. and we proceeded to play captain's ball.. it was fun alright.. but somehow the j1s kinda not responding.. well some of them.. i was kinda disappointed at the end of everything during the feedback session but it was inevitable.. we got not so good feedbacks.. n its all the fault of insufficient time to plan.. but on the whole.. its not bad..

ok i guess i need to rest..

*chao*

2007-01-15T19:23:00.000+08:00

blackout in the LT.. cool.. its the first time it has gone pitched black suddenly during my chemistry lecture.. and its in LT1!! ahah.. that LT has definitely gone haywire.. first something is wrong with the aircon.. now its the lights turn.. everyone was shocked and started shouting here and there.. its was hilarious as some of my classmates started saying

STOP TOUCHING ME LAH..

yeah.. well i guess that about the most EPIPHANY (the word that the principal taught us) experience ive had today.. after that is physics tutorial which was as per normal.. then comes maths.. which is also normal.. but finally its gp.. yeah.. somehow gp tutorial was kinda exciting.. thats coz now we are having and elective of either on the topic of sports or arts and culture.. and i choose arts and culture hoping to meet other girls from other class of course.. haha.. ok then.. thats all i guess..

*chao*

2007-01-09T19:23:00.000+08:00

ok first of all.. happy new year guys.. yup.. a good one too.. with A lvl around the corner.. gotta start studying hard oredi.. and die die must start now..

haha i give people advice but i myself don't abide by it.. ok the second thing.. topical test is finally over.. phew.. but now all that i fear is the results that awaits me.. it will determine whether they let me continue J2 or retain me for another year.. yeah.. and because of this.. im experiencing mixed feelings.. on one hand.. i want to be promoted so that i can carry on my education journey faster.. but on the other hand.. im willing to be retained as my foundation is still very unstable.. so that will prove to be an obstacle for me as i have to catch up on J1 work and at the same time.. keeping up the pace with J2 work.. well i guess i only need to decide when i get back my results..

ok so currently.. i guess that finally my cca.. HnF is finally being reborn.. yup.. because there will be plenty of activities to be anticipated.. and all along i thought that Hnf was a club for gym fanatics and bodybuilders.. but surprisingly i was wrong.. when our club had a new teacher-in-charge.. she told us that HnF has always been a club that engage in various outdoor activities ranging from land activites to sea activities.. and i was definitely shocked when i heard that.. aside from that.. after hearing all these.. im all the more enthusiastic about planning all these activities.. and i shall start with the cca exhibition for the freshmen tomorrow.. i shall look for guys who has the potential to somehow be interested in gymming and also people who just want to experience fun in many different ways..

ok i think thats all.. shall really try to blog more often.. yeah.. *chao*

2006-12-11T21:31:00.000+08:00

AAAARRRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!

ok that was random.. yup.. this is due to my computer usage being reduced by 50%.. and that is crazy for a healthy teenager who is undergoing adolescence.. like me.. this is so that i can study.. but it is still useless.. coz im still in holiday mood.. haiz.. anyway too bad that just now movie outing was cancelled.. haha.. looking forward to sat then.. can watch eragon.. woohoo..

thats all then.. *chao*

2006-12-04T14:08:00.000+08:00

so its seems that i have been absent from blogging.. well this is due to my absence from reality.. ahah.. ok so what i meant was that since the start of school holidays.. i've been stoning.. yup stoning.. i just could find answers to what my questions..

what path should i take?

what dreams should i be chasing?

how am i going to get there?

what am i supposed to do once i get there?

well its feels good that im finally back to reality.. i guess now i definitely have to start studying.. if not my chances of continuing to JC2 will be super super slim.. thats cause i didn't really meet the promotion criteria.. only criteria for advancement.. so it means that i have to show improvement in the upcoming topical test which wil be held in the first week when school reopens.. and its not only the subjects that i failed but all the rest of the subjects.. and that super hard.. wait no.. its kinda easy.. haha.. thats cause i didn't study for promos but i still scrape through.. which means that if i studied.. ill own that stupid promos.. ahah..

ok so i totally forget to blog about my stint at OBS.. yup i went for OBS alright.. from the 13-17 Nov.. well im selected due to my position in my cca.. so yeah ive been given the opportunity to attend it.. and yeah it was hell-lot-of-fun.. anyway its been quite a while since i been to camps.. but this is like the second or third one where theres girls in the same group as me..

hmm first day..

so since i didn't really mingle with my other schoolmates before.. well i sort of have a lousy impression of them.. so it was definitely very awkward when it came for us to come together.. and to make things worst.. i was pretending to be an introvert.. haha kinda evil of me.. but oh well.. and it worsen even more for me with the presence of other strangers who came from totally different backgrounds and schools.. so it meant that i have to pretend even harder.. like people always say.. first impression lasts.. so yeah.. well i met up with my fellow victorian.. nabil.. yup.. didn't really expected him to be there.. and even more so to be in the same group as me.. ahah.. nonetheless i was lucky that my instructor was the enthu kind.. so we quickly start the ball rolling by switching our name tags and required to remember all our basic info.. then there were some other icebreakers and we sorted out our rations for the next 5 days.. cool.. well then we pitch our tents and went to bed.. oh ya i was appointed the store IC.. haha..

second day..

was nothing much.. just learning basic stuffs like kayaking cause the next day is the sea expedition.. ahah.. i wasnt really listening as i had 2 star kayaking course.. haha.. and then we went the high elements.. and we did the double dangle duo.. and we had to choose a partner which is of opposite gender and different school.. so i was kinda stuck with feifan.. well its a good thing not a bad one.. thats cause shes like 1cm taller than me.. ok that was an embarassing fact.. haha.. yup thats cause shes a long jumper.. anyway she was probably the ladylike girl there.. and cause of that.. i just decided to be myself.. the crazy side of me.. if not then therell definitely be awkward moment.. ahah..

third day..

its the day of the sea ex.. and i forget to bring my share of food.. which was dam stupid of me.. throughout the whole expedition.. i was super hungry.. and i didnt dare ask my partner for some.. cause she brought only one pack of biscuits for herself.. so yeah.. the expedition lasted for only 6 hours.. from 830-230.. and because of that..we were the fastest group to reach the checkpoint.. anyway we paddled non-stop pretty much up to our lunch point.. however.. the moment we reach there.. it started pouring heavily.. we all had trouble decking.. my kayak ended up decked sideways.. with both me and feifan thrown out of the kayak due to fierce tides.. the funny thing is that we were both thrown out in different sides of the kayak! can you believe it? i was laughing to myself at that fact.. so yeah once we reach de checkpoint.. we were treated with a bath at the quarry.. oh yeah..

fourth day..

its the day for land expedition.. it was an arduous journey.. it took us ard 6 hours to complete it.. coping wiht the everchanging weather was so cool.. one moment it rained.. then the next it was dam skinburning.. haha.. and carrying our backpacks a the same time.. woah.. anyway we saw lotsa things on the way there.. only thing is i forget what they were.. ahah.. yeah.. we completed 4 out of 5 checkpoints.. cause the last one was blocked off due to wasps hives.. so sad.. anyway we had a sumptuous meal after that in order to try and finish up our rations.. i still kept in mind of never eating too much as i dun wanna shit there.. haha.. it was our last night together so we had a night walk.. it was super nice.. and i volunteered to be the first.. at first we walk alone till we saw our instructor.. den he asked us to enter this hole which looked like a manhole.. then the lid was closed.. it was super dark and we had to feel our way out of it.. dark as in you close and open your eyes and see the same things.. so its kind of a relief to be first.. the next person was a girl.. cause i was moving too slowly and she was right behind me at the entrance.. and i was at the exit.. and i heard her calling my name.. so once i was done i was told to sit behind a rock and kept quiet.. so after the girl behind me ended her turn.. she quickly sat beside me.. and sort of snuggle up beside me.. i can tell she was scared cause i can feel her cold skin.. i was like controlling myself.. actually i wanted to sort of put my arms around her.. but didnt.. haha..

last day..

its the day of goodbyes.. as usual.. but my group has become so bonded that some of us really cried.. but i didnt.. and we all hugged each other.. i took the opportunity to hug the girls a bit tight.. haha.. well thats all..

oh ya.. i forget one thing.. thanks for everything guys.. im gonna miss ya all..

guys: dan(instructor).. nabil.. natha.. indra.. rahman.. syafiq.. jiahao.. zhirong..

gals: feifan.. grace.. heidi.. yuanjing.. shida.. syida.. khalis..

ok i guess this is all i have.. anyway im going gyming now.. *chao*

2006-11-18T10:20:00.000+08:00

ok guys.. sorry if ive been away from blogging fo quite some time.. but ill update it as soon as possible.. so take care guys..

2006-10-13T20:22:00.000+08:00

hmm.. today was a crazy day.. haha yeah.. really crazy.. i went school late.. about 1050.. and i saw people walking out of school staring at me weirdly.. they must be thinking that im crazy coming to school at this time when everyone is trying their best to escape school yet im coming into school.. ahah.. well yeah anyway.. the moment i joined my classmates.. all of them started calling me THE ROCK.. coz i just had a haircut and it looks like THE ROCK.. yeah.. ok so the only reason i came to school is just for PW lessons.. im of course still the leader and have to be present.. if not my group members will kill me..

hmm.. so after that i went prayers with hakim and salleh as usual.. but today i need to go CMPB to register for my NS.. yup they send me letter to go there and so i went there.. OMG.. i spent a total of $26 to and fro back to TPJC.. i feel dam disheartened..

its the most amount of money that ive spent in 17 years..!!

i mean it.. but good thing is that the drivers for both cabs that i took are very friendly.. haha.. the funny thing is that both of them suddenly ended up telling me about their NS days.. but i had fun lah listening to them..

ok so i rush my way back to tp.. coz i had a class at 210 until 330.. but i arrived at 300.. luckily my teachers never asked me why i was late.. so i just rush in and sat beside this girl.. haha the moment i sat down beside her.. she told me that i was seating in the girls side.. and she was right.. all the guys were on the right and the girls were on the left.. some segregation.. how embarrassing it was.. it was kind of nice actually talking to her.. the funny thing is.. it was the first time that i ever talked to her.. but it felt that we like long lost friends..

well thats all i guess.. i go to go now.. *chao*

2006-10-09T21:48:00.000+08:00

woohoo.. finally back after a long time of absence.. studying for promos.. but oh well.. guess i screwed it up.. hmm.. well maybe only till here for today.. kinda lost the rhythm of updating my blog.. *chao*

2006-09-03T12:19:00.000+08:00

VS 130th ANNIVERSARY DINNER!!!

it has been a while since i last step back to VS.. but yesterday was different.. yup its the anniversary dinner to celebrate 130 years.. cool..

so we all meet at the canteen before the dinner starts.. it was kinda nice to see all my classmates back again.. and certainly all have change in one way or another..

so yeah.. the dinner was an 8-course meal.. haha everyone joked about it that we paid 20 bucks to see the president of singapore.. Mr S R Nathan.. who was a former VICTORIAN himself.. and the other 5 bucks for the meal.. hmm.. the meal..

the first one was assorted dish.. comprising of chicken ball.. and some other stuff that im not particularly sure of..

the second one is sharks fin soup.. haha we all thought it was taugeh soup.. it was really overflowing with taugeh.. never had sharks fin soup with taugeh before.. so anyway we were all hungry.. so we just dig in..

the third one was roast chicken if im not wrong.. haha we all clean up the plate in a matter of seconds.. oh my..

ok so after this i can't remember the sequence of the dish.. but i will say it nonetheless.. the fourth one is abalone and fried vegetables.. at of us was staring at it and wondering what it was.. really coz its my first time eating it.. and cheng xing said that it was dam hard.. too hard for an abalone.. oh well.. like i said.. since everyone was too starved.. no one cared..

the fifth one is cake.. haha.. amusing.. they served dessert so fast.. it should be the last.. anyway the cake wasnt much for us as this was a portion of the cake that is cut by the presiident himself..

the sixth one is prawns.. wahaha.. i looked at everyone trying their best to peel off the prawn shells using their forks and spoons.. haha.. i didn't care and just used the best cutlery.. MY HANDS.. imagine lah people dam hungry still have to bother peeling the shells of prawns using forks and spoons.. which is rather taxing..

the seventh one is fried bee hoon.. FINALLY.. some real food.. haha.. we all quickly finish up the bee hoon..

ok so before the last course.. we sang the VICTORIAN ANTHEM.. omg.. for so long i long to sing it again.. so we all circled at the back as we know that we were anticipating the follow-up.. the VS CHEER.. woohoo.. so yeah i guess after singing the anthem and cheering.. i felt kinda full..

the last one is yam soup.. well i kinda have to eat a bit.. coz theres so much left..

so after that we took pictures.. and more pictures.. and we went to simpang bedok to eat.. haha.. once again i stuffed myself.. and i went home with willis, hakim and jordan.. shareing the cab.. and we all talked a lot in the cab.. and laughing like crazy..

ok so i go to go my friends house now to do PW.. the most dreaded subject of all.. haha.. *chao*

2006-08-26T17:58:00.000+08:00

yet another weekend.. and its a weekend for me to recuperate.. to replenish my health.. will.. and soul.. ive been drained badly.. though still injured at the moment..

thursday

well i had chemistry spa.. and i have relatively prepared myself well for this spa.. i can even regurgitate all the answers to the spa without even blinking an eye.. ok so maybe thats a little too much.. but yeah.. somewhere along that line.. so suddenly people around start noticing me studying for spa.. or at least studying for something.. a thing that i never did when im in school.. but this time.. people notice me studying because they somehow know that ill be in the first batch to take it.. even friends that i was never close to suddenly approach me to tel them tips bout the spa.. that somehow amused me.. ok so i did quite well for the spa i guess.. just messed up my final answer which baffled me at even how i came to such a weird answer..

friday

a supposedly clean up day of the gym quickly turned into a workout for me.. not having gym sessions for 2 weeks already has made me rusty.. so i had to start off with small workouts.. just to get my body sync up first so the next time i go ill be in perfect condition.. well yeah its kinda nice going back there again.. we worked out and talk about the usual stuff in the gym.. if u know me well then i have no need to tell u.. haha.. ok so it was hakim who started to take the goodie bag for 2mrws homecoming dinner.. haha.. so we all took turns to steal the goodie bag.. 4 in total.. we just hope that they had prepared extras coz i feel bad if some of them came home with empty hands.. so after that i went off to join my class for our first class outing at simpang bedok.. and my whole class had to wait for me for 1 hour coz i was late.. really felt bad making them wait.. so yeah.. i joined them and i was surprised to see felicia and estee there.. even though i don't really know them.. i kinda miss them.. since they left us to pursuit their dreams through a poly education.. and the funny thing is that i didn't feel weird talking to them.. so we went and ordered food.. boy was i hungry.. me.. zi qian.. and nyuk qiang decided that we share roti john and mutton murtabak together.. aside from that i ordered honey prata.. which was dam dam sweet.. so we all talked and joked while we ate.. so then we went to dannel's house since it was kinda near there.. so sad i can't play winning 11.. coz not enough time.. as i need to rush to catch the last train home..

ok so here i am typing while trying to hold myself from shouting in agony of my injured pectorals.. haiz.. thats all i guess.. *chao*

2006-08-11T21:51:00.000+08:00

finally its friday again.. yeah.. after what seems to me as a very busy week.. at last i get to rest.. hmm.. now with promos just round the corner.. i guess i cannot just get back to my honeymoon year like what i did in my secondary 3 days.. where i do not finish my assignments and even never open up my notes to study for tests.. but i guess now its a different scenario.. cause now i think i want this promotion to the next level of my education ladder badly.. really badly.. like they say once bitten twice shy.. ok lets see..

Monday
as usual.. mondays are full of tutorials which simply drives me to dooze off or just build castles in the air.. but this time.. theres make-up lecture on physics as there will be lectures missed in conjunction with the national day celebration.. so yeah.. that means that itll end around 6 plus.. which somehow drains my energy at the thought of it.. and the good thing is that our lecturor let us go early cause he noticed that everyone in the lecture theatre seems restless and shacked.. for me.. it was a freaking hell waste of time.. and i didn't need to copy down anything.. oh my.. imagine sit there just listening to the lecture without copying down anything as he is just describing to us the basics.. which has been covered in secondary 4 syllabus.. well at least i get to enjoy the aircon for a while.. haha..

Tuesday
well.. national day celebrations are the same every year.. except this time is with new friends.. kind of miss celebrating with my 4H friends.. even though we do not really do much.. but yeah.. ok so we throw everyone in the air like after every song ended.. haha.. well they didn't throw the big size people like me.. so we threw almost all.. except the girls didn't want to be thrown.. but sadly for me.. most of my classmates landed vertically instead of horizontally.. and landed on my ribs on many occasion.. which i return home with injured ribs.. sad case huh.. ok so after that we went straight to tampines mart and played dota.. all the guys in my class went.. we all played until like 5 or 6.. and i went out of the lan shop with 15 bucks gone and a splitting headache..

2006-07-24T18:59:00.000+08:00

well.. today was kind of a good day for me.. in fact it was an actually a swell day.. yeah.. that's because my class has came out overall 2ND.. 2ND!!! oh my.. that is really unexpected.. seriously unexpected.. and what's more intersting is that we improved our timing from 2MINS PLUS to 1MIN and 33S.. its like woah.. that's major improvement.. not only that.. my class beat S18!!! haha.. i saw the sad faces of all the people of in that class.. haha.. i guessed khyrul chickened out.. i never did see his face.. haha.. well.. ok this is how we beat S18..

at the start.. we really rocketed.. leaving behind the other classes.. making the other classes eating our dusts.. well for this case.. WATER.. haha.. but the sad part is that we became more and more exhausted from really overpowering our ores that we rapidly slowed down.. and because of that.. S18 caught up with us.. and we were head-to-head.. competing for the first spot.. but we finally panicked and sudden bursts of energy blanketed us.. so we rowed like we are on an overdose of viagra.. haha.. could not find an expression to really describe our fear.. yeah.. but at the end.. we crossed the finish line first.. but since this competition is based on timing.. we ended up 2ND.. come to think of it.. if we did not slowed down.. we may have clocked the fastest timing.. and we were behind the first placed class by 4MINS???!!!! haiz.. well the good thing is that we won no matter which position we are in.. haha.. i'm really going to have fun suanning khyrul 2mrw.. hahaha.. *chao*

2006-07-14T20:10:00.000+08:00

hmm.. these past few days my house has been reeking of droppings.. yeah.. every morning whenever i go school.. my nose will always pick up a different scent amongst the refreshing morning smell of nature.. i always have to cup my nose.. its unbearable i tell you.. its like the droppings are attracted to my house for one reason or another..

ok it all started out like this.. recently.. my neighbours who live above me.. well they are my neighbours whether i like it or not.. have picked up a hobby of picking up stray cats and kittens and bring them up as pets.. as it turns out.. they have turns into pests for me and my other neighbours.. thats where the droppings come into the scene.. every night.. well to be precise.. in the wee hours of morning.. my pleasant dreams will always be abruptly disturbed.. by the purring and meowing of those little furry pests.. its not that i have a grudge on all furry little anaimals but its because of these ongoing dreadful.. and i really mean dreadful appearance of droppings.. i guess im starting to hate furry animals.. and its like i tried many ways to prevent the cats and kittens from coming down.. ok lets see..

1. I poured kerosene on the droppings before washing them down the drain.. well this will get rid off the smell of the droppings so that the feline felon cant pick up their own scent so that they know that my house balcony IS NOT THEIR TERRITORY!!!

2. I will set my alarm at exactly 3am in the morning and wait for the cats to come and I will chase them away using.. INSECTICIDES.. muahaha.. ok i know its kind of an inhumane but i can't find anything to chase them away with..

3. I crushed some of some mothballs and put them at the steps of staircase where these cats emerge from.. well so far it has been relatively effective.. but the smart block sweeper had to sweep them away.. and even worst she say i have been making her life miserable by littering.. and i was LOLing..

well yeah thats me experience with cats.. haiz.. i really need help solving this problem.. anyway i have to go.. time to catch up on the hours i missed staying up for those ratched little beasts.. *chao*

2006-07-01T20:55:00.000+08:00

ok so im back.. well kinda.. since my broadband is down.. ive been sooo dead bored.. yeah.. ok since im at my frens hse.. i cant say long.. yeah.. so i haf to say dat my previous entry was dam dam embarrassing lah.. shuouldnt haf done dat.. all i got back was weird gesyures from my frens who haf read it..

hmm.. my hols was wasted with 3 eeks and 5 days of slacking.. and the results that i got back reflected my complacency.. pass 2 fail 2.. my goodness.. thats is like some repeat of my secondary 3 years lah.. yeah. where i hafta go and see mr ang every single time i got back my results.. haiz..

well i hafta go no.. my frens behind me keep on suanning that i am like a girl coz i haf a blog.. haha dunno where the logic behind that though.. *chao*

2006-05-20T07:54:00.000+08:00

love

the word that has been bugging me all this time..

the word that always bring tears to me for no reason every night whenever i think about it..

why? why do i feel that i desire this love thing so much that ive been thinking about it?

everytime i think about love.. my heart will simply be suck to a vacuum that nestles at the bottom.. to simply put it.. it hurts real bad.. and for me.. being emotionally weak makes the agony even stronger..

even as im updating my blog now.. im trying my best not to leak out any tears that is welling up.. the more i renounce the idea of me having crushes or even falling in love.. the more i feel like breaking down..

i still don't understand why i crave so much for love, to be loved and loved by a girl..

is this the result of being in a single gender school? but i don't think the rest of my brothers are going through the same phase as me.. i guess its only me..

i.. i can't handle this pain anymore.. i really really need to solve this.. fast.. i just don't want it to take over me and affect my as a whole.. but i just don't know how.. i really don't..

what should i do? im so helpless.. i can't believe that i somehow feel like a girl.. so weak..

because of all this.. ive kinda been distancing from my friends.. never really opening up to them much.. i don't want them to see me so weak.. im a guy.. soon a man.. i can't be weak..

think i go back sleep and cry for a while.. i can't no longer control my tears..

2006-05-09T20:40:00.000+08:00

waa.. i cant believe that my wrist is till injured.. and it has been exactly one week from the day that i injured it.. it is really dam painful.. all my tests so far i like only half finish.. haiz.. and worst is that after i finish my homeworks halfway.. i would definitely give up one.. my wrist cant take so much pressure.. and the way i eat is also weird now.. i keep turning my elbow instead of my wrist naturally.. haiz.. worst is that i can lift the 10kg weights that i usually carry.. now downgrade to only 5kg leh.. which is super super demoralising..

anyway.. labour day was the best holiday ive ever had.. thats coz we had soccer.. and the number of pple that turn up was unbelievable.. i never really expected so many to turn up.. i mean usually soccer meetings are always so darn disappointing with the number of pple turning up.. but this time.. 13 pple turn up.. which is like the ultimate number lah.. haha yeah.. pang nearly died.. his face was dam pale.. and for me.. i injured my left hamstring.. haiz.. should have stretch before i started playing.. i really miss my 4H brothers man.. its like somehow i was delighted to finally see them after getting the O level results.. the best part is that all of them remains the same.. well pretty much.. even though we split path and leading our own separate lives.. yeah..

ok so the next day.. is the most dreaded day of my life.. coz this is went i injured my wrist.. serious.. i was carrying weights.. like per normal.. at the 12th time i carried.. i heard a noise.. CCCCRRRRRAAAACCCKKKK!!!!

yeah.. i was like secretly hiding my pain.. so i just stopped and changed to go home.. the moment i reach home.. i yelled dam freaking loudly in pain.. haiz.. i was like a baby lah.. really cried... haiz.. well shall not say anything more about that..

lets see.. oh ya.. on friday.. i turned up for my first ever sports day in tpjc.. i was kind of sad when they announced the winners of the javelin and shot putt.. i didnt know there even exist the trials.. haiz.. i wanted to participate.. but then again.. im still stuck with and injured wrist.. how unlucky.. yeah.. another thing to be sad about is that im in falcon house ( orange ) which was not the assigned one.. coz at first our class was supposed to be in hawk house ( yellow ) house.. oh well.. yeah.. it was kind of boring.. seriously.. so i ended up playing bridge with haram.. bobby.. and salleh.. until i remembered soemthing.. i brought a birthday present for my friend.. anisa.. i was so hooked up playing that i almost forget to give it to her.. yeah.. haha.. ok so i was kind of nervous when i gave it to her.. dam weird.. i mean im always comfortable with her company usually.. so yeah.. she was like standing in front of me smiling from ear to ear.. haha.. then i gone all speechless and told her i needed to go back to my friends.. haha..

anyway thats all.. haiz.. wish i could be free enough to update every single day.. but too bz so far.. so yeah.. *chao*

2006-04-26T21:42:00.000+08:00

haiz.. today was such a boring day.. yeah.. we had an excursion to erm.. some malay museum in arab st near sultan mosque.. this excursion is part of a learning journey.. some programme we had to go through.. so we saw things that related to malay heritage.. which i cant be bothered for nuts.. yeah.. its was so boring man.. i mean im a disgrace lah.. im a malay yet i don't even know my own heritage.. haiz.. somemore im in a malay cultured jc.. wow.. how ironic man.. my friends like keep asking me questions about malay culture and i just stunned.. yup.. haiz.. i ended up sitting in one corner of the museum by myself.. SORANG myself.. stupid excursion.. waste my time which i can use to study.. ahah.. seriously.. it was only for one hour.. haiz.. ok so i going sleep.. very tired.. by the way.. tomorrow is soccer match between Tpjc and Mjc.. hope all the 4Hians in mjc can come down to tpjc man.. i really miss them.. yeah.. *chao*

2006-04-23T12:59:00.000+08:00

woots.. ok so again these past week i was preoccupied with school work especially assignments which is now mountaining.. haiz.. can only blog today.. which is like one week since my last post.. lets see..

Thursday

hmm.. this was the most embarrassing day of my life.. yup.. since i only have 2 pairs of shoes for school.. yeah.. so sad i not that rich.. one is of course the shoe with the right side torn last few weeks ago.. the other one is dirty from PE the day before.. so i decided to do something very peculiar..

i wore the left side of my first pair and the right side i wore my brothers velcro shoe..

ok at first i think nothing much will happen coz no one will notice.. but the moment i reach school is the moment i dreaded the most.. thats coz the first peson i saw was khyrul.. he had to look at my shoe.. and had to open his big mouth and told the whole world.. haiz.. the whole day i felt eyes staring at my shoes.. and all my cg mates keep saying that im trying to make a fashion statement.. adding to the suanning i get from them for the entire day.. thats it.. im never going to attract attention anymore.. so darn embarrassing..

Friday

well fridays is gym day.. as usual.. but this time only me and seng kiang go gym.. our seniors are all bz setting up booths for TPJC Carnival.. yeah yeah.. so i think we nearly killed ourselves from doing excess workouts.. haha yup.. ok.. so there was something else besides working out.. since our gym was located near the squash court.. i found out a very very scary occurence that has been going on ever since i started working out.. whenever the squash members leave the court.. they always make sure that everything was switched off and the glass doors locked.. so yeah.. after a few minutes they left..

i saw the lights on the court was switched on and that the locked glass door opened???!!!

im very sure when the members left.. everything was off.. omg.. i suddenly went all quiet.. i know that there must be something down there.. so i just kept it to myself.. i dont dare to mention about it.. only after we left the school then i asked seng kiang.. and he also noticed.. he say that this has been going on since when he first started working out.. woah.. lucky for us we never heard the sound of the squash ball hitting the wall.. if not i would have freaked out.. ahah..

Yesterday

TPJC carnival.. haha.. didnt really looked forward to it.. but oh well.. im supposed to be the usher till only 11.. so my shift was just for half an hour.. coz basically i was late.. haha.. yup.. after that met chris at the gate.. haha den pangsehed him and join my cg mates.. ahah.. he also did some catching up with his friends.. so yeah.. went with my cg mates.. well whats left of them.. the rest all went home.. all need to catch up on their sleep.. haiz.. haha.. so ryan, wee shiun, jacquelin and me decided to visit some of the booths.. haha.. we needed to collect 10 coupons to exchange it for a Cornetto.. so we went around collectin till 40 coupons.. and exchange it for 4 cornettos.. cool.. after that i went joined chris and the rest of the vs guys in tpjc.. and we acknowledge our seniors.. RONIN.. haha.. yeah.. well we had the chance to talk to them.. and take a picture with the whole band.. cool.. ill ask terry for the picture another day..

so i went home and slept.. really dam shacked.. at around 9.. i woke up only to be informed that my grandma has been admitted to hospital yet again.. so my parents rushed out.. without bringing house keys.. haiz.. so i had to stay up and wait for them.. since theres nothing nice on television.. i played till 12.. then i called my best friend.. cynthia.. haha.. i was expecting her to be asleep.. but luckily she was awake.. we did a lot of catching up.. yeah.. so we were like laughing the whole time.. cracking jokes and crapping around.. so sad we are not in the same jc.. ahah.. so it was a record for us.. we talked for 2 hours 55 minutes and 59 seconds!!!! haha yup.. thats super super long lah.. and the moment i hung up.. my parents came back.. like nice timing man..

ok lah.. thats all.. now need to do assignments already.. and need to refine my PI.. 2mrw last dat to hand in final PI.. haiz.. *chao*

2006-04-13T21:01:00.000+08:00

WE WON!!! WE WON!!!

i can't believe it man.. i thought i had screwed up the debate coz i was practically shaken up after i delivered my part.. ahah.. and being the last speaker.. means that i have to rebutt and summarize the whole debate.. in MALAY.. which ive never been in.. ahah.. it was dam dam frightening.. but the good thing is that i never stuttered and use the appropriate malay language.. which i was baffled at how i was even able to speak like that.. ahah.. haha.. shall not boast anymore lah.. the best speaker was from the other team.. i know she confirm become one.. thats coz she like talk a lot in malay class.. and shes quite pretty too.. ( ok lah.. i sometimes find myself looking at her quite often.. when she didn't notice lah.. and i won't tell you her name if you are curious ) haha.. all these while i like keep thinking that malay lessons are a waste of time.. seriously.. but somehow with this victory arh.. maybe having malay lessons is not a bad idea after all.. okok.. shall go sleep with a delighted feeling tonight.. *chao*

2006-04-11T21:49:00.000+08:00

hey hey.. finally back again.. ok today i think is the best day of all in my stint so far in TPJC.. yup.. thats coz i finally finished my PI (Personal Idea).. yeah.. i did something on having multi-purpose television in replace of TV Mobile.. yeah.. well.. one of my biggest worries is that it may be a bit fund consuming.. haiz.. yeah..

so after that.. i had malay lesson.. which as usual.. was a total waste of time for me.. and guess what.. becoz of this mentality.. i was somehow SABOed when the teacher needed 4 people from each class.. these 4 chosen people from drawing lots as no one wanted to participate (as usual) were to be involve in a malay debate.. DEBATE leh.. i never done that before.. so ya.. now im like thinking whether i should take this seriously or not.. as this the first time im involve in such events.. and this debate is suppose to commence on thursday.. which is 2 days from today.. hmm.. hope i do well.. haha..

haha.. after that.. for the last lesson.. we had physics practical.. which was the most FUN... LAMEST... and HILARIOUS one ive ever had in my entire life.. yeah.. we were suppose to do a practical on centripetal force.. so we were required to tie a rubber bung with a string and start spinning.. haha.. and our physics tutor told us to have fun.. coz the concept behind this practical would only be discussed after our common tests.. haha.. we started to swing dam hard till the rubber bung hit the FANS!!!!! haha.. we started to do silly things lah basically.. we laughed like throughout the whole practical lesson.. haha.. serious.. and this is the first time ive seen a new side of my classmates.. their CRAZYSIDE.. haha.. and i thought that i was the only one with that side.. haha.. guess i was wrong..

anyway i got to go.. lotsa homework to be done and research to do.. *chao*

2006-04-05T22:21:00.000+08:00

hmm.. today arh.. lets see.. ok so PE time.. we had 4x400m events.. as usual i would be one of the spectators.. these kinds of event arh.. just not for me.. haha.. and i was told that im in TAF!!! haiz.. sad case liao.. i tot they no more of that lame club.. haha.. and my target of weight loss should be 10kg.. oh my.. somemore i do gym workouts these days leh..

HOW IN THE WORLD AM I GOING TO LOSE WEIGHT WHEN IM GAINING WEIGHT FROM GYM????!!!!!

haiz.. during maths lecture.. we actually had to go to LT1.. yes.. the lecture theatre with the DIED aircon.. haiz.. haha.. and before that i had Pe.. woah.. i like dam SIHAT sia.. coz i had no time change.. i end up wearing my uniform over.. haiz.. the moment i stepped into the LT.. i was not surprised that i was already lah.. haha.. so our lecturer shifted all of us to the auditorium instead.. cool..

hmm.. shall not say anything else.. coz after that i went home and go sleep.. really need to recuperate.. both my arms ached like crazy.. yeah.. and so is my upper body area.. okok.. shall go sleep now.. coz later at 235 im waking up to watch ARSENAL vs JUVENTUS.. even though im a Liverpool supporter.. im hoping that Arsenal will win.. haha.. i want Arsenal to be the second Liverpool like last sseason.. ok im off.. *chao*

2006-04-02T19:11:00.000+08:00

ok yeah.. finally back.. ok so the past week has been quite a hectic week for me.. even though i end school EARLY!!! ahah.. thats coz my timetable is fully occupied with only maximum 3 breaks.. on some days is like can up to 7 periods non-stop before finally a break arrive.. that bad.. hmm.. lets see.. i try to recall what happen the past week......

WEDNESDAY

( ok i can't exactly remember what happen on monday and tuesday.. thats coz im a short-termed memory guy.. haha.. )
ok.. today i had my first ever HEALTH AND FITNESS club (HnF) meeting.. haha.. oh btw.. HnF is not TAF club.. its supposed to be club where you can learn about toughening up your body in preparation for NS.. and also you get to learn what workout to tone, build and shape your body.. not only that.. moreover you get to learn what kinda food that you need and not to take excess of that particular food.. haha.. for me its like killing 2 birds with one stone.. actually theres more than 2 reasons for my participation in HnF:

1. I want to prepare for NS
2. I want to lose weight
3. i want to look handsome.. ( haha.. i tot if lose weight than my charm would be further enhanced.. which i already am.. haha.. DUNIA to the max sia.. )
4. Because of the 3rd one, confirm become chick-magnet.. haha..

ok so i can't remember what exactly happen on thursday also.. haha..

FRIDAY
ok.. so today is the day that i think i killed myself.. nearly.. haha.. ok so in the morning i had PE.. my teacher took my class and 06s31.. and praveen was in it.. but he ponned PE.. wahaha.. crazy guy.. so our PE teacher was dam dam pissed off with his class.. he asked his class to go look for him.. so we like wasted a few minutes waiting in the hot sun.. yeah yeah.. haha.. so after school i saw him and told him that hes dead meat.. haha.. so after prayers i went working out in the gym.. haha.. so i started with weights.. slowly try 2.5kg.. den 5.0kg.. den 7.5kg.. ok so i find that it was kinda easy.. so i proceeded to the 10.0kg one.. ok so it was still manageable.. haha.. after a few minutes on that.. i tried other stations.. i train only upper body.. coz need upper body muscle to do pull-ups.. yeah.. so i think i worked out for 1hr.. and then seng kiang suggested we go 5km run.. haha.. actually not run lah.. we jogged.. but i think for 3/5 only.. the rest we walked.. so throughout the run.. we talked about a lot of things.. ahah.. it was kinda good lah.. takes my mind of the pain of my body.. haha.. and i reached home at around 9 plus.. and went straight to sleep.. really dam shacked.. ahah..

SATURDAY
woohoo.. weekends.. finally some resting time.. or so i thought.. in the morning.. i was awoken by a phone call from chris.. saying that i should come coz i organise soccer oredi.. so it was at 910 i think.. really dam tired seh.. ok so i turned up.. coz i feel very bad pangsehing my most treasured class.. so yeah.. even though only willis, chris, khyrul, timothy, me and junyu turned up.. we had fun.. but dam tiring though.. 3v3.. no substitutes somemore.. haha.. ok so at around 1 plus.. we decided to go home since not many pple want to play pool.. ok so when i reach home.. i was so glad i could return back to recuperating.. ok so reached home around 3.. ahah..

then remembered that i was supposed to meet up with cynthia coz i asked her help me with PW.. well here i go again.. getting ready to leave house once more.. haha.. but never mind.. i asked her to help me.. so i wud feel bad if i pangsehed her.. ok so met her at city hall mrt at around 440 i think.. haha.. kinda shocked lah to see her wear her in her jc pe shirt.. i wud never wear TPJC pe shirt man when i go town.. never ever.. ok yeah.. we went to find a place to discuss.. hmm.. macs at city hall was preferred coz there were not many pple that pop by there.. yeah.. so most of the time we did some catching up lah.. haha.. think only like 1hr on PW.. yeah.. we talk and talk and talk till it was 9.. power.. kinda sad luh.. coz she need go home.. so since for me it was a bit early for me to go home.. i sort of send her home.. yup.. i decided to take a rebound to boon lay then back to kallang.. well it was 30 stops altogether lah.. but i didn't mind one bit.. i still feel bad leh.. i sat down but she still stand up.. she kept on refusing when i told her to sit down.. but noooo.. haha.. so ungentleman of me.. but we finally found seats at clementi mrt.. ahah.. now it was better for us to talk.. haha.. yeah.. well goodbyes are always sad.. ahah..

so i shall skip bout sunday and monday.. coz noth much happens.. haha..

TODAY

FINALLY.. haha.. ok today the most peculiar incident occured.. the aircon in LT1 died.. DIED.. oh my.. i knew that would happen one day.. its like before it died.. the whole LT was whiffy even though the aircon is still switched on.. and worst.. i will perspire like mad just from entering the LT.. so we all migrated to LT4.. which soooooo much cooler man.. ahah.. though wasted some precious lecture time.. but it was worth the while.. hmm.. after school.. i had HnF.. this time.. i took a lighter weight.. coz i don't want to injured myself or overexert my muscles.. ran only 400m coz its was drizzling.. and as im typing this.. my cold cannot maintain leh.. ahah..

well ok.. that was kinda the recap of what happen the past few days.. ok so i promise to update more often.. woah.. im never going to blog about past few days like this.. haha.. need to recall back leh.. ok then.. signing of.. *chao*

2006-03-24T20:33:00.000+08:00

woah.. what a tiring week this has been for me.. yeah.. i can't believe that JC life is very demanding.. very very demanding.. its no longer the same as secondary school life.. everything depends on you.. no one is going to control you.. you are free to do whatever you want besides abiding by the rules.. this freedom is driving me insane.. i just can't handle all this freedom coz basically i'm not use to it.. back in secondary school.. life is like a boot camp.. you can't do this and that.. but in JC.. it's totally the opposite.. you are forced to be independent.. as for me.. being independent means that i'll be maturing.. but sad to say i don't want to mature.. not just yet.. i'm not ready to step into a new world.. the harsh world of adults.. the working life.. okok.. i guess it's not exactly right for me to think about this.. must focus on the present reality.. lets see..

Wednesday..

wait wait.. i can't recall what happen.. eh.. haha ok.. we had SPE ( skill physical education ).. my first one actually.. but we just did nothing much.. ok our class was like singled out by the PE teacher.. coz we were the latest class to arrive.. well that alone felt very unpleasant.. ok so he continued his "briefing".. i was being suck to the realm of fantasy before a part of his briefing abruptly woke me up..

FOR NEXT SPE, I WANT YOU TO WEAR THE TPJC PE SHIRT. NOT VS LAH, THIS LAH, THAT LAH.....

oh my goodness.. he was staring at me when he said that.. i like going WTH!!!.. of all school.. he said VS.. and everyone was looking at me.. coz i'm wearing the VS pe shirt lah.. the only one.. SORANG SORANG SORANG.. yeah.. i was feeling dam dam paiseh lah throughout the whole SPE period.. everyone was staring at me.. even my classmates.. haiz.. ok so thats not all.. the same pe teacher took us for height and weight.. ok so after taking height and weight.. he talked to us lah.. i don't bother listening to him coz he just humiliated me in front of soo many pple and my class.. little did i know that by doing that.. he wasn't the least happy..

YOU THERE, VS BOY. LISTEN TO ME. QUIT TALKING TO YOUR FRIENDS.....

ok.. that settles it.. this teacher either bears a grudge against VS guys or he hates my face..

Thursday..

ok nothing much happened today.. lecture lecture and more lecture.. tutorials tutorials and more tutorials.. only that the best part was physics tutorial.. my tutor is mr sum.. haha who happen to be my lecturer.. so his tutorial lesson was refreshing from most of the boring ones i had.. we were supposed to be doing ideal gases.. but i was baffled when he suddenly strayed off until gravity.. but it was interesting though.. ok so now i'm loving physics suddenly.. haha.. ok so after that was chemistry practical.. ok so it was easy.. titration only.. but one thing i'm kinda pissed off was that the retort stand was not like VS one.. its the kind of retort stands for PHYSICS!!!.. i was like going omg omg.. it was freaking hard lah.. imagine clamping the burette with that kinda retort stand.. throughout doing the titration.. i kept telling myself not to clamp too hard coz the burette may break.. ok so the worst happened.. my partner did break the burette coz he clamped too hard.. he was dam pissed off that his burette kept slipping.. i was like going YES!!.. so after the teacher lectured him to be careful and stuff.. i ask my tutor.. why must we use this kind of retort stand? my school one had better retort stands and this kind of accident never happened before.. is the school ever thinking of changing to better equipments to aid us? haiz.. she just surprisingly said calmly that the school will think off something soon.. i was stunned.. yeah haha..

Today..

ok.. today we had PE.. its was dam jia lat.. we had to run 4 rounds around the track.. oh my goodness.. i was dam tired by like the 2nd round.. the weather isn't helping either.. i nearly collapse by the ned of it.. at the end.. i realised that ive been running in the most outside lane.. WTH???!!!.. no wonder lah.. dam confident one.. haiz.. ok so after that we had break.. luckily.. hmm.. i was kinda happy suddenly when i see my whole class sitting together.. like a very united bunch.. i felt a bit sad to pangseh them.. i saw a group of friends nearby.. so i had no choice.. i sat with my classmates.. yeah.. i kinda clicked very fast with them.. well we started talking as if we know each other for a few years.. i was glad i didn't pangseh them.. ok and one more good thing also is that they can also crap around.. all along i thought they were the serious type.. haha once again impressions always turn out to be otherwise.. well i really hope this class turns out to be a clone of 4H.. haha yeah..

ok so thats all for now.. well i try to blog whenever i can nowadays.. always tied down by some thing to do sadly.. *chao*

2006-03-21T17:38:00.000+08:00

I can't blogged yesterday about my first day with my new classmates.. too shacked man.. not from the timetable.. but from the bus ride home.. haha.. yeah..

Yesterday..

ok so from the namelist.. i one of the 2 malay guys in my class.. one indian guy and one phillipines guy.. the rest all chinese.. how ironic when TPJC is supposed to be filled with malays but only 2 end up in my class.. but oh well.. ok so at first i was so lost coz i couldn't find my class.. well i know which im posted to but i don't know where all my classmates are.. haha actually i don't even know who my classmates are.. so i went to someboard and went to the erm.. home tutor room or something.. and anyhow go knock on the door.. well luckily i got the correct class.. haha.. lets see.. i only talk to like erm.. 5 pple in my class lah.. coz i can like see a segregation in the class.. yup.. one side is the first 3months side.. the other side is for others.. its like weird arh.. but never mind.. first day only.. hope this doesn't go on.. hope this class will be like 4H man.. yeah.. unforgettable class..

Today..

ok so the stock for uniforms finally came.. haha.. i really don't know how it got screwed up and sned all the way to some china school.. haha.. but im not going buy yet.. i still want to wear my VS uniform.. till friday lah.. so sad.. haha.. ok so most of my classmates like bought the uniform already.. maybe except me.. they say i crazy never go buy.. they rather wear the TPJC uniform than their sec school one.. but im soo different from them.. i gave them like a few reasons why i never go buy.. haha.. lets see..

1. I've spent all my money to buy uniform on movies???

2. I hate the uniform

3. I still love my secondary school

4. I want to be a rebel.. haha lolx..

5. The P.E shirt is ugly green.. EEEWWW.. and makes pple who wear it looks a few years older.. (ok so maybe the girls kind of look nice in it.. haha..)

got somemore funny reasons lah.. but i can't remember what ive said.. so yup.. okok.. so i guess thats all lah.. i very tired now.. so bye bye.. *chao*

2006-03-18T17:37:00.000+08:00

ok so maybe i don't really want holidays to be over.. i have yet to enjoy it.. yeah.. and im supposed to use this holidays to recharge for next term.. but all ive been tyring to do is find activities to keep myself occupied.. well i managed to make full use of some days to spend some quality time with friends that i have and just made..

ok so yesterday i went out with my MI classmates.. well only a few.. but its still enough.. i still feel bad about pangsehing 4h.. they watching V For Vendetta.. haha oh well.. jeremy.. rina.. din.. syahidah.. zubaidah.. jason.. safiyah.. and me.. yeah.. we watched Date Movie.. it was downright hilarious man.. i was laughing throughout the movie.. and laughing the loudest of course.. but the show kind of made me forget that i was eating salty popcorns.. at the end of the show.. my tongue feels very tingly.. too much salt.. haha.. hope i don't kena hypertension at such a young age.. haha..

ok so then we went city hall to meet up with amal.. he couldn't join us for the movie though coz he has soccer camp.. so yeah.. we met up with him and ate at komalas.. coz rina is a vegetarian.. and since we are good friends.. we didn't really mind.. i bought a set with briyani and 2 poori.. which cost me freaking 7 bucks.. oh my.. i should have gone for pratas instead..

after that nice and filling dinner.. we decided to go esplanade and relax there till 10.. we did.. well i was like suddenly very quiet.. maybe i change mode or something.. i was totally out of their conversation.. i kept looking at the stars.. like somehow they were telling me something.. something that i may have missed out.. or something that i should do.. well shall leave that behind.. haha..

so yeah thats all i guess.. *chao*

2006-03-16T12:41:00.000+08:00

hmm.. holidays have halfyway passed.. and im still kind of unsure whether i enjoyed it or otherwise.. ok lets see....

tuesday

ok morning i went lecture.. woke up same time as per normal schooldays.. haiz.. wish i can wake up late.. but no choice.. lecture start at 730.. and my school eat up 1hr just on travelling time.. so yeah.. had physics lecture first.. so i went into de theatre.. and it was darn hot in there.. and the lecturer told us..

"the aircon will be on at 740.. so just bear with it you early birds.."

i was like going.. wth.. i come early and the aircon is not on yet.. and worst the theatre was so dam stuffy.. somemore the lecturer like practically rubbing it in.. haiz.. well the whole i-dont-wanna-go-lecture-coz-its-a-holiday mood suddenly change when i saw my MI classmate there.. yeah.. anisa.. she was sitting there alone.. SORANG SORANG SORANG.. poor girl.. haha.. so i sat beside her with ming yi also and decided to become her friend for the day.. weird of her coz she usually has people around her.. haha yeah well we started talking as if we know each other very well.. ahah.. i didnt really talk much to her when we were in MI.. but what the heck.. yeah.. physics lecture was somehow interesting.. learning about ideal gas.. ok then it was chemistry lecture.. ok it was on back titration.. so i was like ok i know this.. and ming yi and anisa was stunned when i said that.. even though we had this lecture before at MI.. they still don't understand except me.. wahaha.. so after that i went home.. nothing much to do in the afternoon except play computer games..

wednesday

as usual.. lecture again.. but this time i sat with vs guys.. terence.. jerome.. hakim.. and wei jie.. ahah.. we played bridge in the lecture theatre.. lets see.. before the lecturer comes in.. during breaks.. so we played like 10 games altogether.. haha yeah.. maths lecture.. on functions.. i had that in MI.. so i ended up talking to wei jie.. yeah.. haha.. hmm.. after that.. we went bk and eat before going back VS to take our yearbook.. hmm.. going back VS suddenly brings back memories.. wonderful memories may it be bitter or sweet.. yeah.. i still remember walking into the compound everyday.. i always love the air there.. the sea breeze flowing to the campus from the east coast.. haaaaaaah.. so refreshing.. and i felt a dejavu when i walkied into the gate.. we were all silent as we all lost in our memories.. so yeah we all signed some paper and collected the yearbook..

ok so then i went home to get changed.. im going out with cynthia and gideon to catch a movie.. ahah.. one week i never see them.. only one week and i miss them so badly.. thats coz they were my closest friend for first three months.. well good thing about them is that they never change.. but the bad thing is.. i made them feel so down because i was too tired from morning lectures and cant be myself.. ahah.. the very crazy and high-spirited person that im known for.. haha.. well we all talk a lot.. actually excluding me.. yeah.. thats coz they were posted to the same jc.. and they have like a lot to talk about.. so i just sat there nodding my head.. i dun even tell them about tpjc coz they know i don't like it there.. well when we were watchin the movie.. BIG MOMMA HOUSE 2.. they were all puzzled at my reaction.. they kind of think im losing it coz i was laughing like mad.. yeah.. haha..

okok.. guess i have to go now.. go and figure out what to do today.. haha.. *chao*

2006-03-13T20:48:00.000+08:00

Soccer Soccer!!!

haha yeah.. i ponned lecture today just to play soccer with my classmates.. 4hianz.. yeah.. well even though there were only 8 pple.. i was still fun.. but we had to wait for lyk 1hr for everyone to come.. haiz.. i tell them 9.. they come at 10.. next time muz say come at 8 oredi.. yeah.. ok lets see.. de players are.. zao.. pang.. junyu.. nickolas.. hakim.. josh.. terry.. and me.. well its kinda my fault that i told them bout it only last nite.. ok so we played soccer lyk until ard 12.. coz it was dam hot.. yup.. den got dis guy.. selit to de max.. yeah.. he lyk suddenly very friendly wif us one..

SORANG SORANG SORANG..

haha yeah.. but as we were about to leave.. nick suddenly had some intuition dat his hp was gone.. and he was right.. and we all know it him.. de sorang guy.. we all saw him sitting near our bags tying shoelace.. we all knew somethin was wrong but didnt bother.. wen we found out dat nick hp is really gone.. THIEF!!! we all lyk suddenly went frantic and combed de area.. n tried looking for de guy.. surprisingly he came back.. he said he went to piss somewhere.. we knew it was him.. but we cant accused anyhow.. so ya.. we decided to give up lookin for his hp..

well.. dats not de only bad thing dat happened.. out of rage.. junyu suddenly whacked de ball and hit de back part of my head.. i suddenly dropped.. my head was spinning.. i felt dat my brain was lyk shaking in my skull.. till now im havin a major headache.. well im not exaggeratin.. but its true.. i was lucky dat i didnt pass out lyk wat happen at pang's house last 3yrs.. ahah..

well i be goin to bed now.. need go lecture 2mrw.. and i hope my headache gets better soon.. *chao*

2006-03-09T20:46:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness..

LIVERPOOL lost!!!

and humiliated by the very person rumoured to be on the wanted list by liverpool: Simao

well.. i don't blame him.. but i was devastated at Peter Crouch poor performance.. he had many goal scoring chances.. he had a lot.. he could have scored the nice cross by kewell.. but i really do not know what was going through his mind.. his head was like 2m away from the goalpost.. he could have easily slotted the ball into the net just by turning his head.. but this was not the case.. instead he headed the ball back to kewell.. i was going.. He could have scored!!! haiz.. so indecisive.. well now that both chelsea and liverpool are out of champions league.. im predicting that this season's champions league will fall in the hands of arsenal or benfica.. haha.. impossible it may seem but like what happen to liverpool last season.. miracles do happen.. or maybe favourites barcelona or ac milan.. hmm.. i think i should start pestering my parents to subscribe to starhub cable tv.. haiz.. my parents are totally against the idea of subscribing to it.. they say that its very expensive and they know what a soccer freak i am.. they think its best for me this way.. so i guess i have to continue hearing match recounts from my buddies.. haha..

well as for me.. nothing much really happen to me today.. well stoning and playing cards was what i did basically.. hmm.. well i better be going.. my parents are pissed off with me hogging the com.. *chao*

2006-03-08T20:49:00.000+08:00

hmm.. im feeling so darn confused at this very moment.. i don't really know which choice i should make.. so many advices that made me change my mindset about certain impression i have on certain things.. and worst of all.. i'm still not ready to move on and leave whats left of memories behind.. well not just yet.. i dare say that i'm being selfish and immature by saying that i just sometimes want time to halt.. just for a moment.. or if i could turn back time.. i would have spent those precious time making the best of it.. but deep down inside.. i know its beyond possible..

goin to TPJC has suddenly made me think about many issues.. but mostly my own personal issues with myself.. which has cause me to experience mixed feelings.. haiz..

hmm.. first impression of my acceptance to TPJC.. 'well at least i made it to a jc.. and i will surely encounter old acquaintances there'.. true enough i was shocked that i saw many of my old buddies, classmates and unexpectedly MI friends whom were the last people that i would see.. hmm.. just kidding.. well that gave me a headstart to begin my road towards a university education.. well i guess i'm aiming too far..

ok so the 2nd and 3rd day was days come and gone.. it was plain boring.. and i thought ponning lectures was exciting.. but it was otherwise.. oh yes.. lectures.. how ironic when you are supposed to have orientation.. and you still have to turn up for lectures.. not that i have anything against lectures.. but lectures during orientation? you can't be serious.. TPJC doesn't live up to its name as a slack jc.. and ogls.. ok i don't think i want to go into details.. makes me fume..

hmm.. i guess i've come to a solid conclusion.. i'm going to look for suitable candidates to form a study group and stay back everyday to study.. well maybe not this week.. but i think next term.. by hook or by crook.. must really start.. i've really regretted wasting my upper secondary life playing.. i shall not let history repeat itself..

well.. i shall turn in now and continue to ponder about my future life obstacles.. *chao*

2006-03-04T16:13:00.000+08:00

halo again.. hmm.. yesterday i finally knew where i would continue my education journey.. TPJC.. hmm.. i had mixed feelings though at first when i was notified.. well in the end.. i was happy that i was posted somewhere that some of my good friends will also be studying at.. and lucky for me.. i had a direct bus going there.. so im kind of relieved with the transportation issue..

well as you all may know.. going somewhere new means leaving some old ones behind.. i shall always treasure the the wonderful times that ive shared with these people as memories which i can always look back upon whenever im down.. here are the people that have change my life in one way or another..........

ORION 5
Ogl: Aananda
Guys: Gideon(bro), Khairul, Mat, Edwin, Aaron, Big Aaron, Leon, Mark, Jianle, Koh Khang, Chen Hwa, Jing Hui, Wee Kiat........
Girls: Cynthia(best friend), Ashley, Khadijah, Sharon, Yuhara, Winnie, Syaheera, Siew Mun.......
( i can't really remember the rest.. im really sorry for those name i didn't mention here.. )

06S6
Home Tutor: Ms Marnee
Guys: Raymond(bro), Amal, Din, Ghafar, Jeremy, Stephen, Don, Kok Ting, Alfred, Seng Loong, Jason, Gaelan, Huan Lin.......
Girls: Hana, Razanah, Nazurah, Elaine, Ximni, Anisa, Zubaidah, Syahidah, Angeline, Rina, Nisha, Amirah, Lok Yui, Huan Yi, Safiyah, Hema.......

MI Friends
Guys: Fareez, Fatuddin, Muhaimin, Fahmi, Ariff.......
Girls: Kai.......

for those whose names that ive not mention and we have been acquainted during my stint here at MI, thank you for all the fond memories that you have given to me.. I will always remember the fun times we spent together and i really hope that one day, we may come across each other once again.. from the bottom of my heart.. thank you and best wishes to all of you as you all begin the next chapter of your lives.. Hope you reach your goals and dreams..

thats all i have to say my friends.. i will always be with you.. *chao*

2006-03-01T21:47:00.000+08:00

halo halo.. back again.. firstly.. im really sorry that ive posted wrong informations.. i have to rush basically.. and these past few days ive really been very busy spending my last few days with my class to give them unforgettable memories for them to look back upon whenever they are down.. ahah.. so my friends from 4h.. im really sorry leh..

monday

today we went out on a class outing.. well so called lah.. only 6 people turn up.. haiz.. lets see.. me.. anisa.. elaine.. shi ni.. huan lin.. and jeremy.. we went parkway.. ahah.. and we all live in the east side of singapore.. which is very hard to find in MI lah.. like the whole world comes from the west.. so back to the outing.. we went out eating at banquet.. then we went erm.. mph i think.. haha.. i went straight to the a level section and saw the gp essay book.. woah.. i was shocked.. so dam cheem leh.. ahah.. well it wasnt much of an outing lah.. its was kind of boring.. haha.. sorry arh if any of you who were there see this.. haha..

tuesday

today nothing much really happened.. me hakim and jeremy went to tm to get our ht a farewell gift.. we got a cup for her.. thats coz we all were broke.. so no choice.. haha.. well after that we went home.. its that boring haiz.. haha..

wednesday

today was the most memorable day since my stint here in MI.. thats coz we had a farewell party during ht period which was the last lesson of the day.. hmm.. jeremy bought 6 pizzas using his own money.. its like woah.. i wanted to pay him for my share of pizza but he insisted on his treat.. what a nice guy.. ahah.. and then there was polar cake which we bought using the excess class fund we had left.. ok lets see.. i ate 3 pizzas and 3 slices of cakes.. so dam full by the end of the third slice of cake leh.. oh ya.. we took pix and had asked her to cut the cake for us.. we sang her a birthday song even though it was not her bdae.. haha.. but then she got so touched by us that she actually cried a bit.. i think we are the best class she had ever had.. ahah.. and then we presented our ht with the cup i and jeremy bought the day before.. we had to say its from the class lah.. haha yup.. she was very grateful to our gift..

ok so after that.. we went play bowling at bukit panjang plaza.. the bus trip there was so dam long that i fell asleep in the bus.. it took us around like half and hour to get there.. ahah.. oh ya.. and we still carry the cake around with us coz there were a lot of cakes left.. so ya.. kind of looked stupid carrying around the cake.. haha.. ok so we played bowling.. my first game was shit.. i longkang twice on my first bowl.. then my class laugh at me.. haha.. they say i super super noob.. but overall i got only 74 points.. which placed me 8th out of 10 bowlers there.. but then.. my second round was the best.. first 3 bowls straight i got spare.. then suddely 2 strikes.. and my final score was only 112.. but i was at the top.. haha.. and i came home with and injured thumb.. so confident of me using heavy balls man.. haiyo.. hmm.. then i reach home bout 930.. but my mum still nags at me for comin home late on weekday.. haha..

well thats all i guess.. i going sleep now.. *chao*

2006-02-25T21:43:00.000+08:00

halo.. hmm.. today was soccer day.. or so i thought.. only 5 people turned up.. justin.. willis.. joshua.. me.. and junyu.. we wanted to play soccer basically.. but we cant as there wont be any substitutes.. and we all confirm be exhausted.. so we decided to do something else.. we ended up playing cards till 12.. and i learn a new game.. ****FACE.. yup.. its kind of fun.. haha.. and i always tyco tyco finish among the first few.. how lucky..

well then we went to eastpoint to have lunch at KFC.. haha.. on the way i saw my parents going to hospital.. so i asked them for some cash.. i wanted to follow them though.. but i was hungry.. so i told them that ill go visit my grandmother at a later time.. ahah..

ok.. so after that we went to pavillion.. haha.. we were arguing whether to play cs or pool.. well the queue for cs kind of decided for us what to do.. its was dam long leh.. haha.. hmm.. so the first thing we enter the pool place.. justin reminded us that they play the same song that was played when we went there the last time.. haha.. well we played pool for 2hrs plus i think.. haha.. the 5 of us had to take turns.. so one of us will have to rest.. haha.. it was dam fun.. haha.. everyone is still the same.. so i was like laughing most of the time lah.. but this time.. the chalk didnt fall into the pocket.. so yeah..

well then we followed joshua look for a birthday present for his friend.. i otld him to get a pen.. and they all laugh.. but a guy doesnt really mind any gift.. seriously.. haha.. and they were giving free cokacola light.. we wantd to queue up lah.. but the queue super long.. so we decided to buy drinks from some store.. cant remember the name though..

well thats all i guess.. haha.. going to bed now.. *chao*

2006-02-21T21:05:00.000+08:00

halo again.. hmm.. today i skipped school.. went to visit my grandmother at SGH.. ya.. not coz im sick or anything.. i very heartbroken see her in that condition.. ya.. first time i see her like for dont know how long.. my eyes turn red.. ya.. she has soo many tubes poked through her skin.. but good thing is.. her eyes was open.. usually when she sees me.. she will gve me kisses and hugs.. but this time.. i was the one who gave her kisses and hugs.. ahah.. then my mum told me what shes suffering now.. she has high blood pressure.. high sugar content in her body.. and she suffered a heart attack in front of me!!! oh my.. i was like crying nonstop.. ahah.. blood.. salt and milk was tubed into her.. i was like feeling very very weak at that moment.. i cant do anything to help her.. yeah.. she is the only grand i have left.. and she dotes on me.. she says to me im her best grandchild.. thats coz i always run errands for her without question.. ahah.. and she also see me grow up from a toddler to a teenager that i am now.. its kind of sad lah.. my family like very reluctant to take her in.. i was very happy when she stayed with us.. last few months ago.. its like i go home and got someone to talk to.. now she lives with my 4th aunt i think.. yeah.. i heard my parents talk about suggestions of sending her to the old folks home.. i was kinda devastated wen they say something like that.. i love her so much.. well.. then my mum like keep pestering the doctor.. and then he say all these diseases that my grandmum is suffering.. my mum was like going..

"That's impossible, my mum never had all these. I check her medical record and all these is very first time she has all these."

the doctor then say..

"Age has caught up with her. She was a heavy smoker when she was young. Because of this, she has a very weak heart and might experience sudden heart attacks. And because of her weak heart, other ailments starts to act."

okok.. i think i go sleep now.. my eyes are still red.. well thats all then.. *chao*

2006-02-19T19:54:00.000+08:00

halo.. back again.. haha..thanks jun yu for remindin me.. yup..
monday
on this day.. we all went out to get valentines day present for everyone i guess.. haha.. yeah.. i went out with jay.. joshua.. and jun yu.. at tampines mall.. haha.. both josh n jy got some thing.. i and jay like could not decide what to get.. yeah.. so we walk around lah basically.. ahah.. and then we played pool at pavilion there.. i like long time never play pool sia.. haha.. and the same thing happen to the chalk.. it fell off into the hole.. AGAIN..(ask willis.. he will know why.. ) haha.. yup.. so luckily there were 2 lor.. yeah.. haha.. then there was this one turn.. i was suddenly on frenzy.. yeah.. i pocked 5 balls in on go.. woah.. i can never do that.. well.. suddenly got pepole come in out of no where to join us.. haha i didnt really mind luh.. but i especially dun lyk the blonde ah beng.. such a poser.. haha.. yeah.. then i and jay was like i dont like this guy.. so dam arrogant.. haha.. yeah.. we were like erm.. feel very sorang and selit arh.. but we like just dot give a dam.. ya.. then i followed jay go buy stuff.. haha.. i got a box of chocolated and a red bracelet.. yeah..

friday

woah.. dis day is nice arh.. well actually after morning lah.. hmm.. in the morning i went to school kinda alone arh.. thats coz hakim and ariff both never come.. yeah.. was a bit sad at first luh.. but then suddenly cynthia from behind scared me.. haha yeah.. and its was her birthday.. luckily got her something.. hmm.. after school i was soo tired that i skipped prayers.. sssshhhhhh... dont tell anyone ok.. especially my mum.. she will kill me.. haha..yup.. i need energy for BBQ later.. which i came late.. haha.. i was supposed to be there by around 4.. but woke up at 430 rite after my fren called.. haha.. boy was i stunned.. yeah.. hmm.. what shall i say first arh.. ok lets see.. we eat and laugh arh.. first time go outing with class.. i mean new class.. think it will be the last oso.. yeah.. then we played soccer as a class.. haha.. it was so difficult sia.. dam dark somemore.. my team was mixed luh.. half girl half guy.. haha.. throughout the whole match rite.. whenever i bang into someone arh.. ill stop and say.. EH OK OR NOT.. haha.. yeah.. we lost in the end though.. but it was a nice experience.. yeah.. too bad some of them cant overnight with the rest of the class.. yeah.. we kinda taunt the whole night.. talk cock and stuff.. i only had 3hrs of rest.. not sleep arh.. haha.. yeah.. thats coz near us arh.. there were a group of china scholars arh.. they the whole night very noisy.. somemore all drunk.. haha.. one of them even vomit sia the beer.. dam disgusting.. ya.. hmm.. they really owe me big time.. haiz.. yeah.. too bad they can only do this in the weekends..i know on weekdays theyll mug.. sad life.. haha.

ok den.. i got to go.. i at lan shop.. haha cant stay long..*chao*.

2006-02-18T21:23:00.000+08:00

halo everyone.. yeah.. after getting my O level results last friday.. i find myslef enjoying every single day till today.. yeah.. ok let me see if i can recall everything that happen the last week..

friday

it was suppose to be D-Day for me.. but it seem to be the other way round.. i reach sch lyk about 11 plus i think.. yeah.. i came early coz all my classmates came early too.. yeah.. den we decided to walk around the sch and waved at ever teacher we know or haf taught us in one way or another.. then we went see mrs setho at the staff room.. i was kinda didnt expect her to say that everyone made it to jc.. even me.. being worst in class.. when she said i got 15.. i was totally stunned and didntt know how to react.. really.. i was only expectin a 19 or somethin.. yeah.. i was happy luh.. never in my life i get below 20.. ya.. and the fact that i nearly got retain.. its so unbelievable.. ya.. and i finally get to sing the VS anthem and do the VS cheer.. yeah.. since i left.. never got a chance to do that..

tuesday

haha.. i cant remember what exactly happen on saturday, sunday and monday leh.. haha.. but i can remember what happen on dis day.. in morning when i wake up.. i find myself wif a groggy head and my vision very blur.. yeah.. i finally found out that i got fever.. well.. im nt the only one.. i found out that dino.. nick.. also got fever.. but accordin to their description.. my fever was kinda minor compared to theirs.. not only that.. i got bad cough and flu.. wah seh.. i can only lie in my bed.. cant do anythin.. and my mum didnt want me go see doctor.. she say just take panadol and sleep again.. then when wake up confirm recover one.. i was like.. i dam sick leh.. haiz.. she say that if go doctor also waste money one.. so better take panadol only.. haiz.. some supportive mum.. haha.. and my other friends was like aww.. poor thing.. haha.. yup.. suddenly valentines day a lot of pple get sick..

wednesday

hmm.. i went out shopping on dis day.. yeah.. bought myself 3 T-shirts at beach road for 20 bucks.. haha.. very budget lah but i cant afford rich stuff one.. and i bought heart-shaped chocs for my class.. cant wait to surprise the class on the next day.. haha..

well i think i update de rest of the days another time k.. i very tired now.. haha.. *chao*

2006-02-07T20:24:00.000+08:00

halo again.. well.. i had like no mood to blog these past few days.. thats coz these past few days i really have been thinking about where ill end up in after getting my results.. where will i see myself in the future.. and most importantly.. how much will i get for O level.. yeah.. these thoughts have been bothering me lately.. i am kind of confused basically.. thats coz i really have no clue to what i want to be after graduating..

well.. my ambitions cant really be achieve in Singapore.. ahah.. thats coz i wanted to be a marine biologist since young.. well looking at Singapore's job importancy these days.. i dont think i can make it very far if i become one.. so now.. i was thinking of pursueing a new dream.. well actually a choice of 2 dreams.. either i become a bioengineer or i just study infocomm in poly and see what i can be.. so sad im only limited to these professions.. i have to choose a profession that suits Singapore's economy.. i cant believe that im thinking all the way that far.. but still.. becoz of the results.. im pretty much dont know my next chapter in my education road.. ahah.. anything can happen..

so ill pray really hard so that my results can be half of my prelim results.. yeah.. hoping for miracle.. coz thats what most VICTORIANs go through every single year.. yeah.. our vp showed us last years statistics on last years batch of VICTORIANs results and my.. was i amazed.. many from like 30+ can get like 15 for Os.. haha..

2006-02-01T20:44:00.000+08:00

halo.. back again.. yeah.. today was a very memorable day for me.. yup.. thats coz today was the day my com finally died.. dam sad.. :( yeah.. it has been suffering from late last year.. yeah.. even though i kinda had it repaired.. it is still the same.. but still usable..

the com is like saying:-

"I'm going to die soon, but i shall not give up.. not till i really die.."

i was very sad and angry lah.. sad coz now i hafta beg my sis to use her laptop.. my sis is the very hard to convince type one.. yeah.. just now i wanted to use it for a while arh.. she was already going ,"why should i let you use it? why do you need it so badly? what do i get in return?" haiz.. and angry coz its very unexpected lah.. i didnt expect it to die.. haiz..

haha well i had a funeral for it lah.. well i talked to the com.. haha.. i know pple will think i crazy lah.. but thats what i did.. i told the com that i love her so much.. now she left me for good.. and without even saying goodbye.. waaa..

haha yeah.. well i need go sleep now.. *chao*

2006-01-31T14:04:00.000+08:00

halo.. back again.. well today is yet another boring day.. yup.. stuck at home with nothing to do.. well actually doing GP project.. can you believe it??? omg.. GP leh.. project somemore.. haiz.. such a waste of time sia.. next week get results then still need to finish this.. wtf??? so lame.. ahah.. i have to finish it anyway coz im the only guy in my group with 5 other girls.. haiz.. cant slack off leh.. coz it will be dam obvious.. girls.. they are super enthusiastic.. haha yeah.. actually i dont really give a dam about this.. but then must prove them wrong that not all guys are slackers.. haha.. well maybe i am lah.. but not this time.. muahaha.. i would be doing about youths.. so it would be kinda easy i think.. haha.. hmm.. think ill go sleep now.. so dam sian.. since i finish my project already i still coudnt find anything fruitful to do.. ok then.. thats all i guess.. haha.. *chao*

2006-01-29T18:16:00.000+08:00

halo back again.. haha.. yeah well today is kinda boring.. really trying hard to find things to do to let time pass by.. tried watching tv already.. well kinda sian from watching too much.. haha.. hmm.. oh yah.. forget to talk about yesterday.. haha.. too tired lah..

yesterday we played soccer at junyu's house.. yeah well it was much better than the day before.. well a bit lah.. we started playing POLE SOCCER at the netball court beside the street soccer court first.. coz we see pple inside there like very fierce fierce one.. they KONG babi sia.. serious.. haha.. my first match we lost very fast.. ahah.. i kena OLE'd and then the ball hit the post.. wah dam sad sia.. never even get first touch.. well the day was very very hot.. so after every match we sit just about anywhere where theres shade.. haha.. yeah.. then we decided to play against the big guys after we saw most of them leaving.. i played as keeper lah.. but they say keeper can come out.. at first a bit awkward lah.. coz usually if i play keeper i always stay inside the semicircle one.. but i got usde to it after the first goal.. which was a bit too late luh.. coz i conceded that goal.. haha.. didnt really made any spectacular dives though.. coz my elbow is still injured from last week.. yeah kinda sad..

we didnt last for very long.. its was scorching you know.. feels like your being baked.. ahah.. we went to swim at the swimming pool in junyu's house.. waaaahhhh.. so dam cold.. haha.. we all dived in.. haha after swimmin few metres.. i had cramp.. really.. long time never swim.. haha.. i spend one quarter stretchin.. dam sad..

we rinsed off after that.. haha.. junyu, chris, justin, addy, kenneth and nick went inside the sauna.. yeah.. they were making a lot of noise leh.. even from outside can hear.. haha..

well meet up with jay outside.. he didnt join us swimming.. kept insisting he dont know how to swim.. haha yeah.. then suddenly when chris came out.. he just threw my undies which i was drying.. haiz.. kinda sad lah.. had that pair since primary 4.. ahah.. and it was skin colour leh.. haha.. but i really dont mind.. coz i only wear undies when play soccer.. so i have plenty more.. :) i watch it sink to the bottom of the pool after failed attempts to get it back..

haha yeah.. kinda glad lah to play soccer with them again.. coz i missed them so much.. haha yup.. well thats all.. got to bathe now.. cya next time.. *chao*

2006-01-26T21:51:00.000+08:00

halo back again.. its been a few days since i last blogged.. thats coz the past few days nothing much really happen.. haha yeah..

hmm.. well today was better than the last few days lah.. ok lets start from morning.. well i reach clementi mrt station early coz i took the earlier train and lazy wait for my frens.. so i had to purposely miss out on the first bus.. well i just queue to let them selit lah.. pity them.. haha.. well anyway.. today was weird.. suddenly these twins selit to the max in front of me.. i was freaking stunned.. well i know that one of them is my classmate.. but they like very thick skinned lah.. ok thats not the worst though.. after that they say i very stuck up.. no wait they say some VICTORIAN very stuck up.. woah.. then my mood totally change sia.. i was fuming throughout the journey to school.. they in front of me yet they going on and on about how "good" victorians are.. i pretended not to hear lah.. coz i went to confront my classmate after my lessons ended.. i told her that if she not happy with me she can just say it right in my face.. no need talk or try hinting.. its really dam lame leh.. i mean if your not happy with something you can just tell right.. no need drag in school and start generalising.. i seriously dont understand some people.. haiz..

well i really dont want to go on about that anymore.. just makes me feel so disgusted.. ok lets see..

ah yes.. maths lecture.. haha same teacher again.. and as usual.. no one was listening.. we decided to relive the childhood moments.. haha.. we started singing backstreet boys old song like Get Down.. Quit Playin Games With My Heart.. and more.. haha.. well the group consisting of 3 rows leh.. haha.. even though i dont really know who they are lah.. dont really mix around with them much.. haha.. yeah its was something like choir practice.. and we have our lead singer ariff to lead us.. haha yeah.. we sang em like pretty loudly lah.. but our lecturer like dont give a dam.. haha.. and then people around us lke think we singapore idol wannabes.. haha..

well thats about it lah.. till next time.. *chao*

2006-01-22T19:06:00.000+08:00

halo.. back again.. haha yesterday wanted to blog.. but too bad my com died on me yet again.. haiz.. still trying to find the source though.. haha..

well yesterday was the best day i had since the start of this year.. its our first class reunion since we parted after the Os.. haha.. we played soccer at the court near junyu house.. haha this time i was the organiser.. too bad not many pple can make it though.. the only ones who can make it was zhou, chris, pang, willis, junyu, josh, khyrul, terry, xin an and me of coz.. kinda sad lah.. yeah its partly my fault also lah.. i really couldnt find the right slot that everyone can make it..

well anyway.. soccer was the best.. haha.. even though my team was kinda imbalance.. so i had to play the star-striker.. muahaha.. well.. i prefer playing as the keeper.. i perform so many splits and dives till i injure my elbow.. well.. if i am correct.. i saved 8 out of 10 shots.. woohoo.. well thats not all.. suddenly.. terry flared up and was on fire.. WOAH.. he was suddenly playin very rough sia.. even bodypushing justins brother.. haha.. thats what we called the little kid lah.. and i scored 2 goals.. haha haolian a bit lah..

then we went BK to have lunch.. i spent all my leftover cash on just one meal.. then i was broke.. haiz.. wish i had bought the dam student meal sia..

then.. we went tp open house.. coz chris say got free goody bag.. and anyway i was free after the match.. haha.. we got GAY BLUE bag.. but chris got the black one.. which was supposedly the limited edition one.. so not fair.. haha.. well.. we explored the engineering school.. it was chao big leh.. and i saw brendan, brem and hamidul there.. haha didnt expect to see them there.. i really like the inventions which can resume some paused songs.. i was like nodding and telling myself COOL sia.. really..

well.. then pang, junyu, willis and me went TM to play air hockey.. i can only contribute 50c leh.. but we had fun.. haha lets se.. we played 3 games.. i lost 2 and draw 1.. walao.. then they say whoever teams with me dam suay.. haha.. i really didnt know how to play liao..

haha well thats all.. *chao*

2006-01-18T20:16:00.000+08:00

halo again.. today was the most embarassing day since my stint at MI.. really.. today.. its was during mother tongue period lah.. i really dont like attending that crap period lah.. coz i dont really like to speak malay.. thats coz my malay sound very funny..

well anyway.. that wasnt the part lah that totally got my face turn red.. haha.. ok lah.. my mother tongue teacher.. who is also my home tutor.. arrange a kind of interactive programme for us lah basically.. well.. we are suppose to say as many things about a topic that she gave us.. i found it dam hard at first lah.. thats coz i got a topic that suits a mature person..

5 characteristics that you want your future life partner to have and why

i was shocked sia.. i really didnt know what to say sia.. i at first needed to think for very long.. and then well.. what the heck.. i just whacked anyhow.. haha.. but my grp says that all of them cannot reach the level of maturity that i hit when answering that kinda qn.. wahaha..

serious..

thats not the only thing that happen.. then my teacher ask for a representative to go out to the front and say out your answer.. i got dam scared sia at that moment.. coz i gave a freaking ideal answer sia.. well.. i tried my best to keep mum though.. but i kena saboed at last.. haiz.. well i just conjure up all my courage and try to act calm.. but it failed lah.. the trying to act calm part.. haha.. at first arh.. when i started talking.. i suddenly saw all my classmates staring at me like im a totally different person.. a very mature, emotional person ( according to some of them lah).. haha.. even all the girls in my class like cannot believe that a person who is like happy-go-lucky type one can suddenly come up with something so complex.. haha.. some rite.. i see that they like think that im very sensitive leh.. i was like going WHERE GOT WHERE GOT after the lesson leh.. haha.. but seriously arh.. the girls give me the look that i really neva see before one.. haha.. thats what made me embarass thruout the day..

well thats all lah.. so cya all next time.. *chao*

2006-01-16T19:45:00.000+08:00

well back from the long well-deserved rest during the weekends after a hectic week.. i only eat.. wacth tv.. then go sleep.. so obviously there is nothing to blog about.. haha.. unless you want to hear about the shows that i watch lah..

so anyway.. today is the start of boot camp.. haha exaggerated too much there.. well it was kinda slack lah.. usually.. today everyone would be experiencing the well-known MONDAY BLUES.. but today prove to be otherwise for me.. haha.. instead.. from now on.. mondays will always kickstart my week.. its all thx to my long day which lasted till 4 that ended with a big bang.. haha yup.. today i end school with 3 periods of maths.. 2 of which is lecture.. as i enter the lecture hall.. i saw this old man who was going to teach me maths.. he started as soon as he noticed that everyone was in their seats.. he was not monotonous lah.. so that kept me awake.. den he stunned me after 1 minute of lecture..

teacher: ok everyone.. (ssssssssssshhhh everyone all say).. did you all finish until here? if you never then tell me HOR..

omg.. he exaggerated the 'HOR' leh.. i laughed so darn loudly sia.. he didnt even heard lah basically his own voice.. thats coz everyone burst too.. haha.. he was so engrossed in his lecture that he didnt bother scolding.. ok then he make everyone laugh again..

teacher: so now do you all know how to determine whether the graph is function one? just take the point (GILO,GILO) and draw vertical line..
(then he paused for very long)

teacher: eh wait??!!! oh paiseh paiseh.. i see wrongly..
(hides his paisehness)

i was laughing like mad this time round.. till my stomach hurts.. i couldnt believe what i just witness.. he blundered and stunned himself.. somemore with the really singlish accent.. haha.. until that moment.. i gave up listening to him.. then he made us LOLing this time.. after his blunder...

teacher: for inverse functions.. its like wearing SUES and socks.. you cannot wear SUES then socks rite? same goes for inverse functions..

i sat there LOLing.. he suddenly talks about shoes and socks?? haha.. ok lah.. i think i better stop saying these things already.. if he sees this.. im soooo dead meat.. haha..

ok so my trip was even more unexpected lah.. as soon as i alighted at clementi bus station.. i heard a woman wailing leh.. i turned and wanted to see what it was about lah.. the busdriver didnt see a woman putting her hand on the bus door.. so when he open the door.. her hand got stuck in between the door.. she wailed like she never wailed before.. it was so cool.. i mean the wailing part.. sounds like some witch sia.. haha.. well.. thats all.. *chao*

2006-01-12T16:16:00.000+08:00

hmm.. yesterday.. was lyk any other day lah.. well.. i shall start from gp lah.. i tot is going to be lyk any other english class leh.. somemore i heard gp must write 8 to 9 pages long essay.. i thinking to myself that i better go jump down now.. serious.. but the my first lecture on gp totally change my opinion bout gp sia.. i lurve it.. and i was glad i skipped PE juz for that.. HAHA.. well after that nothing much really happen lah.. my backache started to act up again sia.. i had a long time injury with my lower back lah since sec1.. but i didnt think i would suffer it again leh.. after lyk 1 yr since the last time i experienced it.. haiz.. i went straight to sleep sia after reaching home.. cannot tahan anymore..

yet another pouring day.. today is quite different lah.. becoz i had my first econs lecture.. haha.. the lecturer was by far the best on that taught me sia.. she very funny lah.. but i learnt thru all the funny things she said lah.. really.. i suddenly become very interested in econs now.. feel lyk i wanna read more on econs.. haha.. then it was chem.. i was really looking forward to the lesson.. omg.. i really dont know whats happening to me leh.. i suddenly become soo enthu on all the subject that i take sia.. all tutorials i do lah.. then the assignments i finish even b4 the lecturer give me.. haha.. well going home time was the most embarrasing lah for me.. it was still raining lah.. we had only one umbrella.. ariff and haram shared with me lah.. well.. 3 pple how to share sia?? i had to ask the girl behind me to share umbrelle with her lah.. haha.. lucky she didnt mind leh.. she was kinda short lah.. and i dont really dare ask her to let me hold the umbrella.. so i started talking to her liao.. haha.. she had to look up lah basically.. and we had a nice chat lah.. haha.. hakim and ariff were way ahead of me.. laughing at me.. and for my new fren.. her frens were way behind us lah.. teasing her.. i never ask her for her name though.. coz later pple think i despo sia.. haha.. well.. anyway.. i gtg and finish up my hw now.. *chao*

2006-01-09T20:29:00.000+08:00

well.. today was a boring day lah.. started out with phy mass lecture.. haha some pple had to sit one the aisle of the room sia coz there werent not enough seats?? dam budget sia.. realty.. i was sitting at the end seat of last row arh.. didnt really pay attention lah.. coz all my frens were cracking jokes one nonstop.. haha.. den theres this grp of girls lah beside me.. they sitting on the aisle lah... haha n guess what? they were playin BINGO.. HAHA.. n they even ask me if i wanna join sia.. dam slack sia.. den chem mass lecture lah.. it was nice compared to phy one lah.. the teacher dam strict sia.. i really RESPECT her sia.. serious.. i lyk that kinda teacher.. haha.. hmm.. after the break rite.. i was shocked sia.. some frens n i kena rejected from the lecture room sia.. coz there izznt enough seats.. h the chairs there r fully occupied.. thx arh.. then my maths lecturer ask me go next door.. and guess what? we kena rejected from there oso sia.. wtf??? i came back to my assigned room lah.. telling the lecturer the next door oso no space lah.. i had to kinda beg her to let us in lah.. wif the rest backin me up.. they no use oso lah.. some back up.. haha.. the skool really dam budget sial.. haiz.. i learnt my lesson now sia.. never ever turn up on time for lectures.. mus come like 5 mins b4 lesson.. haha.. anyway.. i wanna wish every muslim a happy hari raya haji lah.. for those non-muslim.. happy holiday.. haha.. signing out.. *chao*

2006-01-06T21:18:00.000+08:00

today mark de end of de orientation at MI.. n wat way to do dat by winning the best clan award for the orientation.. haha.. well.. de truth is.. we all were shocked to death wen we were announced the champions leh.. seriously.. thruout the whole orientation.. we haf only met wif defeats.. really.. 4 defeats in a row since day one.. n we got our clan flag confiscated by the sc.. which means some heavy points being deducted.. woah.. haha.. i think it muz be the last dance item that lead to our victory.. our last item consisted of the friendship dance.. MI dance n finally our clan cheer.. the ORION cheer!!!! woohoo.. well.. de friendship dance was the only item that i cannot participate coz i return late frm fridays prayers late.. haiz.. i can only watch.. but den.. our ogl told us to go up the stage and lead the clan for the cheer.. haha.. de MI dance got a huge response frm pple who are not in ORION.. haha.. even the sc n ogls all join in.. den de finale was wrapped up by arif.. khairul.. muhd.. fifa.. some indon guy i think.. n ME!! haha.. at first very paiseh lah go up.. but after start shouting out de cheer.. i got carried away lah.. so fun.. i think we win oso coz of the last item lah.. all of us lyk put in a lot of effort.. even i work hard.. ME leh.. i can neva do that ever.. really.. haha well there is only one things for sure.. ORION ROX!!! woohoo!!!

2006-01-05T17:42:00.000+08:00

haha.. yesterdae too tired to blog.. well.. yesterdae was de day dat totally change my opinion about MI.. really.. well.. all becoz that yesterday we were taught MI mass dance steps.. the dance is something lyk line-dancing.. only that the guys must dance with girls coz there were more girls than guys.. well.. i was nervous at first coz ive neva danced with a girl b4 in my whole life.. lucky for me i got a very supporting partner.. well she wasnt exactly the kinda dance partner i was looking forward to lah.. but haha.. i dun really care after talking to her.. most of the time we hafta hold hands lah.. at first i didnt wanna hold her hands lah.. not dat coz i dun like holding her hands lah.. but ive neva held a girls hands.. ok well dat wasnt the most embarassing part lah.. the part where i had to hold her waist.. i was really blushing and feel dam paiseh.. really.. my partner laugh at me wen she saw my face turn dam red and told me not to be nervous lah.. haha.. so glad i got her as my partner.. haha..

hmm.. bout today ah.. well not much exactly lah.. we played soccer first.. but this time.. every og muz make team wif 5 guys n 5 girls.. haha it was hard lah.. n funny watchin all of them run after the ball.. too bad i neva play.. coz i find it very lame lah.. haha.. first time huh i excuse myself from soccer.. so unlike of me.. but the best part was the mascot competition.. haha.. we saboed some big n fat guy n some very guai girl one.. b some cavemen couple.. well.. we purposely make the guys clothes very tight n as little as possible.. haha.. bastard rite.. well.. we were a bit dissapointed lah neva win.. but we had fun lah wacthing dat guy make a fool of himself on the stage.. haha.. well dats all for today lah.. now i really need my rets haha tirin day lah.. chao..

2006-01-03T19:42:00.000+08:00

my first day of skool at millenia.. hmm.. well.. to start off.. de journey dere was long n boring lah.. 20mins of mrt den muz take bus from clementi.. some more de bus was fully loaded man.. dam noisy lah.. at first wen me.. haram.. n brendan were queuein up rite.. we saw these pple wearing white shirt n grey pants sia.. eew.. dam ugly.. n we were hopin dat those were not de uniform of MI.. seriously.. ok dats not all lah.. de skool rite.. ULU.. OLD.. n RUNDOWN man.. haiyo.. somemore de hall lyk neva been cleaned b4 sia.. unlike our old skool lah.. worst rite.. de primary skool next door was sooooooo much nicer.. not dat im picky or anything lah.. but if u were me.. u will surely understand why..

oh ya.. can u believe it.. there is no camp for orientation sia???!!! i am so dam shock sia.. dats is soo dam lame man..

ok.. den at ard 8.. we went 2 class arh.. do some intro here n there.. haha.. i got to noe 9 pple on my first day leh.. cool.. ok lets c.. gideon frm kranji sec.. ashley frm temasek sec.. muhd frm yishun sec.. cheryl frm st nicks.. khairul.. jianle.. aaron.. leone.. haoteng..(sry man.. i cant rmb exactly de skool name man.. 4 those ive neva mention de skool one..) well.. i think dat ive been de person who breaks de ice in introin these pple.. haha.. ok frm these pple.. i noticed dat the east pple r more active man.. woohoo.. west pple so sian n quiet one.. east rox..;)

ok now for de most boring part.. after de break.. there was discipline talk.. i was laughin at first.. de skool filled wif mats.. pai kias.. n even butches.. HAHA.. sounds ironic rite.. well.. de discipline master was very strict ah.. he drives us to dreamland den he scold us for sleepin.. mike.. wat logic is dat??? he was like hogging the mike for ermm 1 n a half hrs??? walao.. i feel like dying sia at dat time.. haiz.. but luckily.. i was being kept awake by these 2 st nicks girls who was talking bout a girl who backstabbed one of them coz wanna steal bf or something.. haha.. it was first time i heard girls swearing dam free.. thruout de convo.. she kept callin de bacstabber slut sia.. haha.. i was laughing to myself all de time.. well de skool ended at 330 sia.. dam long.. n i was more than happy to leave by then.. haha.. well im signin out.. chao..

2006-01-01T15:07:00.000+08:00

new years day.. haah.. finally.. what is my new year resolution going to be for 2006? hmm.. i wanna be more hardworking i guess.. cannot slack so much.., i wanna be more talkative lah basically.. hafta get rid of my quiet nature.. pple think im arrogant coz of that.. well thats wat some of my frenz say.., and last of all.. i wanna be more mature.. haha.. till now i still think i dun wanna grow up.. coz being a child is so carefree.. but den again.. the world is a cruel one and being carefree doesnt help one bit..

ok now for my new year celebration yesterday.. it was fun but mostly tiring.. well it started wif all of us playin DoTa at bugis from 7 till 10.. i shall skip de details bout that coz well not everyone will understand wat i wud say.. bout DoTa i mean.. well after dat.. we walk from bugis all de way to esplanade thru fort canning.. i was kinda tired lah wen we reach there but i kept mum bout it.. coz there were girls wif us.. actually they were my frens gurls lah.. i went there as a bachelor.. haha.. muz prove dat im a guy.. well by de time we reach there it was oredi 11.. well.. de journey to there didnt take us 1hr.. but being wif mats.. u wud noe how slow they walk.. some more wif girls.. need to take breaks to repair their makeups.. haha.. so anyway.. de place was oredi so crowded wif peeps.. everyone was dam SIHAT sia.. cannot maintain.. i was kinda pissed of lah once we arrived.. coz we needed to wait for another sloth to arrive.. we sang some crazy song n chants while waitin for him.. typical mats mah.. well by de time it stroke midnite n no sight of my fren.. we all ran to de bridge to catch de fireworks.. it was spectacular man.. WOAH.. indescribable.. i didnt even glance at de chio girl next to me.. haha.. so unlikely of me rite? so after dat we trekked to marina south to play bowling.. one de way.. 2 of my fren.. akid n baby.. got their feet stuck in a longkang.. haha.. we all laughed at them.. poor thing.. their shoes were wet so they walk barefooted.. haha.. well once we reached there.. i quickly ran towards de toilet.. phew.. after so long holding back.. den my frens played bowlin but i didnt join them coz i had to go home.. my mum was already fumin sia on de phone wen she called me.. WAAA.. neva get to play bowling sia.. not fair.. i reached home bout 330 man.. de latest ive been tauntin.. cool..

so anway.. happy new year to all of u out there n to all my peeps.. how 2006 will be a wonderful yr man.. ***peace out yall***

2005-12-30T17:54:00.000+08:00

test. (: