Friday, March 24, 2006
"" @ 8:33 PM
woah.. what a tiring week this has been for me.. yeah.. i can't believe that JC life is very demanding.. very very demanding.. its no longer the same as secondary school life.. everything depends on you.. no one is going to control you.. you are free to do whatever you want besides abiding by the rules.. this freedom is driving me insane.. i just can't handle all this freedom coz basically i'm not use to it.. back in secondary school.. life is like a boot camp.. you can't do this and that.. but in JC.. it's totally the opposite.. you are forced to be independent.. as for me.. being independent means that i'll be maturing.. but sad to say i don't want to mature.. not just yet.. i'm not ready to step into a new world.. the harsh world of adults.. the working life.. okok.. i guess it's not exactly right for me to think about this.. must focus on the present reality.. lets see..
Wednesday..
wait wait.. i can't recall what happen.. eh.. haha ok.. we had SPE ( skill physical education ).. my first one actually.. but we just did nothing much.. ok our class was like singled out by the PE teacher.. coz we were the latest class to arrive.. well that alone felt very unpleasant.. ok so he continued his "briefing".. i was being suck to the realm of fantasy before a part of his briefing abruptly woke me up..
FOR NEXT SPE, I WANT YOU TO WEAR THE TPJC PE SHIRT. NOT VS LAH, THIS LAH, THAT LAH.....
oh my goodness.. he was staring at me when he said that.. i like going WTH!!!.. of all school.. he said VS.. and everyone was looking at me.. coz i'm wearing the VS pe shirt lah.. the only one.. SORANG SORANG SORANG.. yeah.. i was feeling dam dam paiseh lah throughout the whole SPE period.. everyone was staring at me.. even my classmates.. haiz.. ok so thats not all.. the same pe teacher took us for height and weight.. ok so after taking height and weight.. he talked to us lah.. i don't bother listening to him coz he just humiliated me in front of soo many pple and my class.. little did i know that by doing that.. he wasn't the least happy..
YOU THERE, VS BOY. LISTEN TO ME. QUIT TALKING TO YOUR FRIENDS.....
ok.. that settles it.. this teacher either bears a grudge against VS guys or he hates my face..
Thursday..
ok nothing much happened today.. lecture lecture and more lecture.. tutorials tutorials and more tutorials.. only that the best part was physics tutorial.. my tutor is mr sum.. haha who happen to be my lecturer.. so his tutorial lesson was refreshing from most of the boring ones i had.. we were supposed to be doing ideal gases.. but i was baffled when he suddenly strayed off until gravity.. but it was interesting though.. ok so now i'm loving physics suddenly.. haha.. ok so after that was chemistry practical.. ok so it was easy.. titration only.. but one thing i'm kinda pissed off was that the retort stand was not like VS one.. its the kind of retort stands for PHYSICS!!!.. i was like going omg omg.. it was freaking hard lah.. imagine clamping the burette with that kinda retort stand.. throughout doing the titration.. i kept telling myself not to clamp too hard coz the burette may break.. ok so the worst happened.. my partner did break the burette coz he clamped too hard.. he was dam pissed off that his burette kept slipping.. i was like going YES!!.. so after the teacher lectured him to be careful and stuff.. i ask my tutor.. why must we use this kind of retort stand? my school one had better retort stands and this kind of accident never happened before.. is the school ever thinking of changing to better equipments to aid us? haiz.. she just surprisingly said calmly that the school will think off something soon.. i was stunned.. yeah haha..
Today..
ok.. today we had PE.. its was dam jia lat.. we had to run 4 rounds around the track.. oh my goodness.. i was dam tired by like the 2nd round.. the weather isn't helping either.. i nearly collapse by the ned of it.. at the end.. i realised that ive been running in the most outside lane.. WTH???!!!.. no wonder lah.. dam confident one.. haiz.. ok so after that we had break.. luckily.. hmm.. i was kinda happy suddenly when i see my whole class sitting together.. like a very united bunch.. i felt a bit sad to pangseh them.. i saw a group of friends nearby.. so i had no choice.. i sat with my classmates.. yeah.. i kinda clicked very fast with them.. well we started talking as if we know each other for a few years.. i was glad i didn't pangseh them.. ok and one more good thing also is that they can also crap around.. all along i thought they were the serious type.. haha once again impressions always turn out to be otherwise.. well i really hope this class turns out to be a clone of 4H.. haha yeah..
ok so thats all for now.. well i try to blog whenever i can nowadays.. always tied down by some thing to do sadly.. *chao*
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
"" @ 5:38 PM
I can't blogged yesterday about my first day with my new classmates.. too shacked man.. not from the timetable.. but from the bus ride home.. haha.. yeah..
Yesterday..
ok so from the namelist.. i one of the 2 malay guys in my class.. one indian guy and one phillipines guy.. the rest all chinese.. how ironic when TPJC is supposed to be filled with malays but only 2 end up in my class.. but oh well.. ok so at first i was so lost coz i couldn't find my class.. well i know which im posted to but i don't know where all my classmates are.. haha actually i don't even know who my classmates are.. so i went to someboard and went to the erm.. home tutor room or something.. and anyhow go knock on the door.. well luckily i got the correct class.. haha.. lets see.. i only talk to like erm.. 5 pple in my class lah.. coz i can like see a segregation in the class.. yup.. one side is the first 3months side.. the other side is for others.. its like weird arh.. but never mind.. first day only.. hope this doesn't go on.. hope this class will be like 4H man.. yeah.. unforgettable class..
Today..
ok so the stock for uniforms finally came.. haha.. i really don't know how it got screwed up and sned all the way to some china school.. haha.. but im not going buy yet.. i still want to wear my VS uniform.. till friday lah.. so sad.. haha.. ok so most of my classmates like bought the uniform already.. maybe except me.. they say i crazy never go buy.. they rather wear the TPJC uniform than their sec school one.. but im soo different from them.. i gave them like a few reasons why i never go buy.. haha.. lets see..
1. I've spent all my money to buy uniform on movies???
2. I hate the uniform
3. I still love my secondary school
4. I want to be a rebel.. haha lolx..
5. The P.E shirt is ugly green.. EEEWWW.. and makes pple who wear it looks a few years older.. (ok so maybe the girls kind of look nice in it.. haha..)
got somemore funny reasons lah.. but i can't remember what ive said.. so yup.. okok.. so i guess thats all lah.. i very tired now.. so bye bye.. *chao*
Saturday, March 18, 2006
"" @ 5:37 PM
ok so maybe i don't really want holidays to be over.. i have yet to enjoy it.. yeah.. and im supposed to use this holidays to recharge for next term.. but all ive been tyring to do is find activities to keep myself occupied.. well i managed to make full use of some days to spend some quality time with friends that i have and just made..
ok so yesterday i went out with my MI classmates.. well only a few.. but its still enough.. i still feel bad about pangsehing 4h.. they watching V For Vendetta.. haha oh well.. jeremy.. rina.. din.. syahidah.. zubaidah.. jason.. safiyah.. and me.. yeah.. we watched Date Movie.. it was downright hilarious man.. i was laughing throughout the movie.. and laughing the loudest of course.. but the show kind of made me forget that i was eating salty popcorns.. at the end of the show.. my tongue feels very tingly.. too much salt.. haha.. hope i don't kena hypertension at such a young age.. haha..
ok so then we went city hall to meet up with amal.. he couldn't join us for the movie though coz he has soccer camp.. so yeah.. we met up with him and ate at komalas.. coz rina is a vegetarian.. and since we are good friends.. we didn't really mind.. i bought a set with briyani and 2 poori.. which cost me freaking 7 bucks.. oh my.. i should have gone for pratas instead..
after that nice and filling dinner.. we decided to go esplanade and relax there till 10.. we did.. well i was like suddenly very quiet.. maybe i change mode or something.. i was totally out of their conversation.. i kept looking at the stars.. like somehow they were telling me something.. something that i may have missed out.. or something that i should do.. well shall leave that behind.. haha..
so yeah thats all i guess.. *chao*
Thursday, March 16, 2006
"" @ 12:41 PM
hmm.. holidays have halfyway passed.. and im still kind of unsure whether i enjoyed it or otherwise.. ok lets see....
tuesday
ok morning i went lecture.. woke up same time as per normal schooldays.. haiz.. wish i can wake up late.. but no choice.. lecture start at 730.. and my school eat up 1hr just on travelling time.. so yeah.. had physics lecture first.. so i went into de theatre.. and it was darn hot in there.. and the lecturer told us..
"the aircon will be on at 740.. so just bear with it you early birds.."
i was like going.. wth.. i come early and the aircon is not on yet.. and worst the theatre was so dam stuffy.. somemore the lecturer like practically rubbing it in.. haiz.. well the whole i-dont-wanna-go-lecture-coz-its-a-holiday mood suddenly change when i saw my MI classmate there.. yeah.. anisa.. she was sitting there alone.. SORANG SORANG SORANG.. poor girl.. haha.. so i sat beside her with ming yi also and decided to become her friend for the day.. weird of her coz she usually has people around her.. haha yeah well we started talking as if we know each other very well.. ahah.. i didnt really talk much to her when we were in MI.. but what the heck.. yeah.. physics lecture was somehow interesting.. learning about ideal gas.. ok then it was chemistry lecture.. ok it was on back titration.. so i was like ok i know this.. and ming yi and anisa was stunned when i said that.. even though we had this lecture before at MI.. they still don't understand except me.. wahaha.. so after that i went home.. nothing much to do in the afternoon except play computer games..
wednesday
as usual.. lecture again.. but this time i sat with vs guys.. terence.. jerome.. hakim.. and wei jie.. ahah.. we played bridge in the lecture theatre.. lets see.. before the lecturer comes in.. during breaks.. so we played like 10 games altogether.. haha yeah.. maths lecture.. on functions.. i had that in MI.. so i ended up talking to wei jie.. yeah.. haha.. hmm.. after that.. we went bk and eat before going back VS to take our yearbook.. hmm.. going back VS suddenly brings back memories.. wonderful memories may it be bitter or sweet.. yeah.. i still remember walking into the compound everyday.. i always love the air there.. the sea breeze flowing to the campus from the east coast.. haaaaaaah.. so refreshing.. and i felt a dejavu when i walkied into the gate.. we were all silent as we all lost in our memories.. so yeah we all signed some paper and collected the yearbook..
ok so then i went home to get changed.. im going out with cynthia and gideon to catch a movie.. ahah.. one week i never see them.. only one week and i miss them so badly.. thats coz they were my closest friend for first three months.. well good thing about them is that they never change.. but the bad thing is.. i made them feel so down because i was too tired from morning lectures and cant be myself.. ahah.. the very crazy and high-spirited person that im known for.. haha.. well we all talk a lot.. actually excluding me.. yeah.. thats coz they were posted to the same jc.. and they have like a lot to talk about.. so i just sat there nodding my head.. i dun even tell them about tpjc coz they know i don't like it there.. well when we were watchin the movie.. BIG MOMMA HOUSE 2.. they were all puzzled at my reaction.. they kind of think im losing it coz i was laughing like mad.. yeah.. haha..
okok.. guess i have to go now.. go and figure out what to do today.. haha.. *chao*
Monday, March 13, 2006
"" @ 8:48 PM
Soccer Soccer!!!
haha yeah.. i ponned lecture today just to play soccer with my classmates.. 4hianz.. yeah.. well even though there were only 8 pple.. i was still fun.. but we had to wait for lyk 1hr for everyone to come.. haiz.. i tell them 9.. they come at 10.. next time muz say come at 8 oredi.. yeah.. ok lets see.. de players are.. zao.. pang.. junyu.. nickolas.. hakim.. josh.. terry.. and me.. well its kinda my fault that i told them bout it only last nite.. ok so we played soccer lyk until ard 12.. coz it was dam hot.. yup.. den got dis guy.. selit to de max.. yeah.. he lyk suddenly very friendly wif us one..
SORANG SORANG SORANG..
haha yeah.. but as we were about to leave.. nick suddenly had some intuition dat his hp was gone.. and he was right.. and we all know it him.. de sorang guy.. we all saw him sitting near our bags tying shoelace.. we all knew somethin was wrong but didnt bother.. wen we found out dat nick hp is really gone.. THIEF!!! we all lyk suddenly went frantic and combed de area.. n tried looking for de guy.. surprisingly he came back.. he said he went to piss somewhere.. we knew it was him.. but we cant accused anyhow.. so ya.. we decided to give up lookin for his hp..
well.. dats not de only bad thing dat happened.. out of rage.. junyu suddenly whacked de ball and hit de back part of my head.. i suddenly dropped.. my head was spinning.. i felt dat my brain was lyk shaking in my skull.. till now im havin a major headache.. well im not exaggeratin.. but its true.. i was lucky dat i didnt pass out lyk wat happen at pang's house last 3yrs.. ahah..
well i be goin to bed now.. need go lecture 2mrw.. and i hope my headache gets better soon.. *chao*
Thursday, March 09, 2006
"" @ 8:46 PM
oh my goodness..
LIVERPOOL lost!!!
and humiliated by the very person rumoured to be on the wanted list by liverpool: Simao
well.. i don't blame him.. but i was devastated at Peter Crouch poor performance.. he had many goal scoring chances.. he had a lot.. he could have scored the nice cross by kewell.. but i really do not know what was going through his mind.. his head was like 2m away from the goalpost.. he could have easily slotted the ball into the net just by turning his head.. but this was not the case.. instead he headed the ball back to kewell.. i was going.. He could have scored!!! haiz.. so indecisive.. well now that both chelsea and liverpool are out of champions league.. im predicting that this season's champions league will fall in the hands of arsenal or benfica.. haha.. impossible it may seem but like what happen to liverpool last season.. miracles do happen.. or maybe favourites barcelona or ac milan.. hmm.. i think i should start pestering my parents to subscribe to starhub cable tv.. haiz.. my parents are totally against the idea of subscribing to it.. they say that its very expensive and they know what a soccer freak i am.. they think its best for me this way.. so i guess i have to continue hearing match recounts from my buddies.. haha..
well as for me.. nothing much really happen to me today.. well stoning and playing cards was what i did basically.. hmm.. well i better be going.. my parents are pissed off with me hogging the com.. *chao*
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
"" @ 8:49 PM
hmm.. im feeling so darn confused at this very moment.. i don't really know which choice i should make.. so many advices that made me change my mindset about certain impression i have on certain things.. and worst of all.. i'm still not ready to move on and leave whats left of memories behind.. well not just yet.. i dare say that i'm being selfish and immature by saying that i just sometimes want time to halt.. just for a moment.. or if i could turn back time.. i would have spent those precious time making the best of it.. but deep down inside.. i know its beyond possible..
goin to TPJC has suddenly made me think about many issues.. but mostly my own personal issues with myself.. which has cause me to experience mixed feelings.. haiz..
hmm.. first impression of my acceptance to TPJC.. 'well at least i made it to a jc.. and i will surely encounter old acquaintances there'.. true enough i was shocked that i saw many of my old buddies, classmates and unexpectedly MI friends whom were the last people that i would see.. hmm.. just kidding.. well that gave me a headstart to begin my road towards a university education.. well i guess i'm aiming too far..
ok so the 2nd and 3rd day was days come and gone.. it was plain boring.. and i thought ponning lectures was exciting.. but it was otherwise.. oh yes.. lectures.. how ironic when you are supposed to have orientation.. and you still have to turn up for lectures.. not that i have anything against lectures.. but lectures during orientation? you can't be serious.. TPJC doesn't live up to its name as a slack jc.. and ogls.. ok i don't think i want to go into details.. makes me fume..
hmm.. i guess i've come to a solid conclusion.. i'm going to look for suitable candidates to form a study group and stay back everyday to study.. well maybe not this week.. but i think next term.. by hook or by crook.. must really start.. i've really regretted wasting my upper secondary life playing.. i shall not let history repeat itself..
well.. i shall turn in now and continue to ponder about my future life obstacles.. *chao*
Saturday, March 04, 2006
"" @ 4:13 PM
halo again.. hmm.. yesterday i finally knew where i would continue my education journey.. TPJC.. hmm.. i had mixed feelings though at first when i was notified.. well in the end.. i was happy that i was posted somewhere that some of my good friends will also be studying at.. and lucky for me.. i had a direct bus going there.. so im kind of relieved with the transportation issue..
well as you all may know.. going somewhere new means leaving some old ones behind.. i shall always treasure the the wonderful times that ive shared with these people as memories which i can always look back upon whenever im down.. here are the people that have change my life in one way or another..........
ORION 5Ogl: AanandaGuys: Gideon(bro), Khairul, Mat, Edwin, Aaron, Big Aaron, Leon, Mark, Jianle, Koh Khang, Chen Hwa, Jing Hui, Wee Kiat........Girls: Cynthia(best friend), Ashley, Khadijah, Sharon, Yuhara, Winnie, Syaheera, Siew Mun.......( i can't really remember the rest.. im really sorry for those name i didn't mention here.. )06S6Home Tutor: Ms MarneeGuys: Raymond(bro), Amal, Din, Ghafar, Jeremy, Stephen, Don, Kok Ting, Alfred, Seng Loong, Jason, Gaelan, Huan Lin.......Girls: Hana, Razanah, Nazurah, Elaine, Ximni, Anisa, Zubaidah, Syahidah, Angeline, Rina, Nisha, Amirah, Lok Yui, Huan Yi, Safiyah, Hema.......MI FriendsGuys: Fareez, Fatuddin, Muhaimin, Fahmi, Ariff.......Girls: Kai....... for those whose names that ive not mention and we have been acquainted during my stint here at MI, thank you for all the fond memories that you have given to me.. I will always remember the fun times we spent together and i really hope that one day, we may come across each other once again.. from the bottom of my heart.. thank you and best wishes to all of you as you all begin the next chapter of your lives.. Hope you reach your goals and dreams..
thats all i have to say my friends.. i will always be with you.. *chao*
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
"" @ 9:47 PM
halo halo.. back again.. firstly.. im really sorry that ive posted wrong informations.. i have to rush basically.. and these past few days ive really been very busy spending my last few days with my class to give them unforgettable memories for them to look back upon whenever they are down.. ahah.. so my friends from 4h.. im really sorry leh..
monday
today we went out on a class outing.. well so called lah.. only 6 people turn up.. haiz.. lets see.. me.. anisa.. elaine.. shi ni.. huan lin.. and jeremy.. we went parkway.. ahah.. and we all live in the east side of singapore.. which is very hard to find in MI lah.. like the whole world comes from the west.. so back to the outing.. we went out eating at banquet.. then we went erm.. mph i think.. haha.. i went straight to the a level section and saw the gp essay book.. woah.. i was shocked.. so dam cheem leh.. ahah.. well it wasnt much of an outing lah.. its was kind of boring.. haha.. sorry arh if any of you who were there see this.. haha..
tuesday
today nothing much really happened.. me hakim and jeremy went to tm to get our ht a farewell gift.. we got a cup for her.. thats coz we all were broke.. so no choice.. haha.. well after that we went home.. its that boring haiz.. haha..
wednesday
today was the most memorable day since my stint here in MI.. thats coz we had a farewell party during ht period which was the last lesson of the day.. hmm.. jeremy bought 6 pizzas using his own money.. its like woah.. i wanted to pay him for my share of pizza but he insisted on his treat.. what a nice guy.. ahah.. and then there was polar cake which we bought using the excess class fund we had left.. ok lets see.. i ate 3 pizzas and 3 slices of cakes.. so dam full by the end of the third slice of cake leh.. oh ya.. we took pix and had asked her to cut the cake for us.. we sang her a birthday song even though it was not her bdae.. haha.. but then she got so touched by us that she actually cried a bit.. i think we are the best class she had ever had.. ahah.. and then we presented our ht with the cup i and jeremy bought the day before.. we had to say its from the class lah.. haha yup.. she was very grateful to our gift..
ok so after that.. we went play bowling at bukit panjang plaza.. the bus trip there was so dam long that i fell asleep in the bus.. it took us around like half and hour to get there.. ahah.. oh ya.. and we still carry the cake around with us coz there were a lot of cakes left.. so ya.. kind of looked stupid carrying around the cake.. haha.. ok so we played bowling.. my first game was shit.. i longkang twice on my first bowl.. then my class laugh at me.. haha.. they say i super super noob.. but overall i got only 74 points.. which placed me 8th out of 10 bowlers there.. but then.. my second round was the best.. first 3 bowls straight i got spare.. then suddely 2 strikes.. and my final score was only 112.. but i was at the top.. haha.. and i came home with and injured thumb.. so confident of me using heavy balls man.. haiyo.. hmm.. then i reach home bout 930.. but my mum still nags at me for comin home late on weekday.. haha..
well thats all i guess.. i going sleep now.. *chao*
