Monday, December 11, 2006
"" @ 9:31 PM
AAAARRRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!
ok that was random.. yup.. this is due to my computer usage being reduced by 50%.. and that is crazy for a healthy teenager who is undergoing adolescence.. like me.. this is so that i can study.. but it is still useless.. coz im still in holiday mood.. haiz.. anyway too bad that just now movie outing was cancelled.. haha.. looking forward to sat then.. can watch eragon.. woohoo..
thats all then.. *chao*
Monday, December 04, 2006
"" @ 2:08 PM
so its seems that i have been absent from blogging.. well this is due to my absence from reality.. ahah.. ok so what i meant was that since the start of school holidays.. i've been stoning.. yup stoning.. i just could find answers to what my questions..
what path should i take?
what dreams should i be chasing?
how am i going to get there?
what am i supposed to do once i get there?
well its feels good that im finally back to reality.. i guess now i definitely have to start studying.. if not my chances of continuing to JC2 will be super super slim.. thats cause i didn't really meet the promotion criteria.. only criteria for advancement.. so it means that i have to show improvement in the upcoming topical test which wil be held in the first week when school reopens.. and its not only the subjects that i failed but all the rest of the subjects.. and that super hard.. wait no.. its kinda easy.. haha.. thats cause i didn't study for promos but i still scrape through.. which means that if i studied.. ill own that stupid promos.. ahah..
ok so i totally forget to blog about my stint at OBS.. yup i went for OBS alright.. from the 13-17 Nov.. well im selected due to my position in my cca.. so yeah ive been given the opportunity to attend it.. and yeah it was hell-lot-of-fun.. anyway its been quite a while since i been to camps.. but this is like the second or third one where theres girls in the same group as me..
hmm first day..
so since i didn't really mingle with my other schoolmates before.. well i sort of have a lousy impression of them.. so it was definitely very awkward when it came for us to come together.. and to make things worst.. i was pretending to be an introvert.. haha kinda evil of me.. but oh well.. and it worsen even more for me with the presence of other strangers who came from totally different backgrounds and schools.. so it meant that i have to pretend even harder.. like people always say.. first impression lasts.. so yeah.. well i met up with my fellow victorian.. nabil.. yup.. didn't really expected him to be there.. and even more so to be in the same group as me.. ahah.. nonetheless i was lucky that my instructor was the enthu kind.. so we quickly start the ball rolling by switching our name tags and required to remember all our basic info.. then there were some other icebreakers and we sorted out our rations for the next 5 days.. cool.. well then we pitch our tents and went to bed.. oh ya i was appointed the store IC.. haha..
second day..
was nothing much.. just learning basic stuffs like kayaking cause the next day is the sea expedition.. ahah.. i wasnt really listening as i had 2 star kayaking course.. haha.. and then we went the high elements.. and we did the double dangle duo.. and we had to choose a partner which is of opposite gender and different school.. so i was kinda stuck with feifan.. well its a good thing not a bad one.. thats cause shes like 1cm taller than me.. ok that was an embarassing fact.. haha.. yup thats cause shes a long jumper.. anyway she was probably the ladylike girl there.. and cause of that.. i just decided to be myself.. the crazy side of me.. if not then therell definitely be awkward moment.. ahah..
third day..
its the day of the sea ex.. and i forget to bring my share of food.. which was dam stupid of me.. throughout the whole expedition.. i was super hungry.. and i didnt dare ask my partner for some.. cause she brought only one pack of biscuits for herself.. so yeah.. the expedition lasted for only 6 hours.. from 830-230.. and because of that..we were the fastest group to reach the checkpoint.. anyway we paddled non-stop pretty much up to our lunch point.. however.. the moment we reach there.. it started pouring heavily.. we all had trouble decking.. my kayak ended up decked sideways.. with both me and feifan thrown out of the kayak due to fierce tides.. the funny thing is that we were both thrown out in different sides of the kayak! can you believe it? i was laughing to myself at that fact.. so yeah once we reach de checkpoint.. we were treated with a bath at the quarry.. oh yeah..
fourth day..
its the day for land expedition.. it was an arduous journey.. it took us ard 6 hours to complete it.. coping wiht the everchanging weather was so cool.. one moment it rained.. then the next it was dam skinburning.. haha.. and carrying our backpacks a the same time.. woah.. anyway we saw lotsa things on the way there.. only thing is i forget what they were.. ahah.. yeah.. we completed 4 out of 5 checkpoints.. cause the last one was blocked off due to wasps hives.. so sad.. anyway we had a sumptuous meal after that in order to try and finish up our rations.. i still kept in mind of never eating too much as i dun wanna shit there.. haha.. it was our last night together so we had a night walk.. it was super nice.. and i volunteered to be the first.. at first we walk alone till we saw our instructor.. den he asked us to enter this hole which looked like a manhole.. then the lid was closed.. it was super dark and we had to feel our way out of it.. dark as in you close and open your eyes and see the same things.. so its kind of a relief to be first.. the next person was a girl.. cause i was moving too slowly and she was right behind me at the entrance.. and i was at the exit.. and i heard her calling my name.. so once i was done i was told to sit behind a rock and kept quiet.. so after the girl behind me ended her turn.. she quickly sat beside me.. and sort of snuggle up beside me.. i can tell she was scared cause i can feel her cold skin.. i was like controlling myself.. actually i wanted to sort of put my arms around her.. but didnt.. haha..
last day..
its the day of goodbyes.. as usual.. but my group has become so bonded that some of us really cried.. but i didnt.. and we all hugged each other.. i took the opportunity to hug the girls a bit tight.. haha.. well thats all..
oh ya.. i forget one thing.. thanks for everything guys.. im gonna miss ya all..
guys: dan(instructor).. nabil.. natha.. indra.. rahman.. syafiq.. jiahao.. zhirong..
gals: feifan.. grace.. heidi.. yuanjing.. shida.. syida.. khalis..
ok i guess this is all i have.. anyway im going gyming now.. *chao*
