Wednesday, April 25, 2007
"" @ 8:44 PM
hmm, today was a normal day i guess. just that i had physics test which was pretty much OWNable. haha ok so it was not that hard. and i really starting to wonder why i am like quite hardworking nowadays. ahah. i was never like this before. guess i have found my 'inspiration'. (*blink blink*) haha. well guess i better head off studying for econs and chem test.
*chao*
Monday, April 23, 2007
"" @ 9:11 PM
hmm, another week another chapter. naah. its just the same every single week. wish something refreshing happens in my life. it is so freaking monotonous. its the same thing every single day. in the morning ill struggle to wake up from my pleasant dreams, resisting to go school. then in class, ill pretend to be attentive and listen to the teachers same old nagging, which i would not like to tell them about it anytime soon out of respect.
ok that's it. i have to wake up to reality. i have to somehow prevent myself from thinking im living in a world of fantasy. im doing all these to get myself a better life in the future. i have to get myself shielded from any form of distractions, especially those that always, and i mean always lead me to stoning and eventually emoing. i know i tend to have weak resistance against distractions in these forms. haiz. times like these makes me wish for something that i always lack. the strength of the heart. hmm, wonder if that will happen. haha.
*chao*
Friday, April 20, 2007
"" @ 10:32 AM
here i am bloggimng in school at this hour. hmm. guess i'm kind of bored nowas i am left with nothing to do in the library. so yeah here i am yet again. a bit tired though after PE lessons. we learnt how to play volleyball. it was funny with our pe teacher basically shows the stances that we have to adopt before hitting the ball and et cetera. well looking at the clock at about 7 o'clock from my computer table, it leaves me with only half an hour till my next clas, which is physics lecture. wish my friday was a holiday. coz i only come to school for pe, then mother tongue, which of course my free periods and two periods of physics lecture. guess thats all.
oh ya, and guys, i'm really sorry that i was not feeling that good on wednesday night. i was just watching at images of me and her (guess you know who) spending time together. it all started when we pass the lagoon, which made me somehow remembered of the walks that both of us had, walking on paths like the lagoon., whcih kind of made me reminisce the beautiful moments we savoured. i just could not tell you guys then as i was kind of EMO as you may have described. but yeah i am fine now.
*chao*
Monday, April 16, 2007
"" @ 9:46 PM
ok i got a freaking C for my pw, which is unbelievable after working my butt off day and night (i didn't get any sleep on some days too) trying to get things done. oh ya and i forget to mention that i got sick on some days coz lacking of sleep due to pw. and what do i get? a C. hmm. guess justice is not being done for me. but good grieve its finally over. after a year of slogging just to get things done and keeping to datelines, the agony is over. though im sort of unhappy with th results, i found that im quite lucky to be in a cooperative group. yeah. well i guess that's just the main thing i have.
*chao*
Monday, April 09, 2007
"" @ 9:56 PM
well its another week and i guess im stuck at home doing nothing but recuperating. yeah boring i guess. hmm. think there's nothing much to blog bout today. that is if you want to hear my visit to the clinic. ahah.
the first thing i walk into the clinic i saw the receptionists and the doctors there trying to pin down a crazy guy. yeah i guess the family members of that guy must have sent him to the wrong venue. anyway he was screaming away and i could care less bout him. i registered and took my seat. that was where something happen that nearly traumatized me for the rest of my life. out of the blue he jumped in front of me and started saying something very funny yet gorish and demonic.
IT WASN"T EVEN IN ENGLISH!
i was taken aback. didn't know how or WHAT to react. and damn i lost in the last minute while playing soccer game on my hp. but it was super scary when he muttered those crazy words in my face. im still like playing the whole image as im blogging now. ok so maybe i should stop the player. WEIRD. yeah.
ok so on a lighter note, i found a song that khyrul sent me which i dunno who de singer is. but this is the lyrics of the chorus. those who know the song please tell me by who. coz its sounds nice.
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But i'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you . . .
Love me
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
"" @ 11:12 PM
ok firstly. i have to say i'm rather slow at receiving news. and it is about a critical issue this time. VS TURNING COED YET AGAIN! after this epic saga died down like for 2 years. it has arise from hell. and this time it is for real. and what i meant by im really slow is that i only got hold of the news last saturday. and coz of that, i lost the mood to go gym that day. i was totally shocked, bewildered and basically angry. i was somehow cursing into thin air of all the people i think of that may be a mastermind behind this conspiracy. yes conspiracy is the right word. i cant imagine what i would do if this really happens. coz right from the moment that i graduated from VS, i told myself that ill work hard and have a good family and most importantly, i want to send my son(s) to VS,
the place that i grew up. and indeed VS is something more. my friends from mixed just could never understand what ive been through in VS no matter how many times i told them. so yeah. and this for this post, its definitely going to be in the school flag colour. well ill pray hard that this would not be a DAMN reality.
