Wednesday, March 08, 2006
"" @ 8:49 PM
hmm.. im feeling so darn confused at this very moment.. i don't really know which choice i should make.. so many advices that made me change my mindset about certain impression i have on certain things.. and worst of all.. i'm still not ready to move on and leave whats left of memories behind.. well not just yet.. i dare say that i'm being selfish and immature by saying that i just sometimes want time to halt.. just for a moment.. or if i could turn back time.. i would have spent those precious time making the best of it.. but deep down inside.. i know its beyond possible..
goin to TPJC has suddenly made me think about many issues.. but mostly my own personal issues with myself.. which has cause me to experience mixed feelings.. haiz..
hmm.. first impression of my acceptance to TPJC.. 'well at least i made it to a jc.. and i will surely encounter old acquaintances there'.. true enough i was shocked that i saw many of my old buddies, classmates and unexpectedly MI friends whom were the last people that i would see.. hmm.. just kidding.. well that gave me a headstart to begin my road towards a university education.. well i guess i'm aiming too far..
ok so the 2nd and 3rd day was days come and gone.. it was plain boring.. and i thought ponning lectures was exciting.. but it was otherwise.. oh yes.. lectures.. how ironic when you are supposed to have orientation.. and you still have to turn up for lectures.. not that i have anything against lectures.. but lectures during orientation? you can't be serious.. TPJC doesn't live up to its name as a slack jc.. and ogls.. ok i don't think i want to go into details.. makes me fume..
hmm.. i guess i've come to a solid conclusion.. i'm going to look for suitable candidates to form a study group and stay back everyday to study.. well maybe not this week.. but i think next term.. by hook or by crook.. must really start.. i've really regretted wasting my upper secondary life playing.. i shall not let history repeat itself..
well.. i shall turn in now and continue to ponder about my future life obstacles.. *chao*
