Monday, April 23, 2007
"" @ 9:11 PM
hmm, another week another chapter. naah. its just the same every single week. wish something refreshing happens in my life. it is so freaking monotonous. its the same thing every single day. in the morning ill struggle to wake up from my pleasant dreams, resisting to go school. then in class, ill pretend to be attentive and listen to the teachers same old nagging, which i would not like to tell them about it anytime soon out of respect.
ok that's it. i have to wake up to reality. i have to somehow prevent myself from thinking im living in a world of fantasy. im doing all these to get myself a better life in the future. i have to get myself shielded from any form of distractions, especially those that always, and i mean always lead me to stoning and eventually emoing. i know i tend to have weak resistance against distractions in these forms. haiz. times like these makes me wish for something that i always lack. the strength of the heart. hmm, wonder if that will happen. haha.
*chao*
