Friday, November 16, 2007
"" @ 12:45 PM
woohoo. its the end of the week. anyway its nothing to be happy about since there is really nothing for me to look forward to. yup. the past few days i have been basically doing pretty much nothing but sitting at home and satisfying my craving for asian dramas. that is especially korean and japanese dramas. i wonder still the reason for this unusual behaviour of mine. and yes it has really gotten me quite bewildered. oh well. i guess after thinking about it, i could only find one answer. i need a place for me to really find who i should be, or maybe on what i should be doing. this may sound weird but its true. i have been dwelling on this for the whole of this year. all these while i have just been leeching on everybody's dream. i kept on telling people of how i dreamt of being this and that without any basis. well i just have been lying to people. and true enough people believed me. i felt really guilty lying to them. but after watching all these dramas of how dreams are not only made of but also that they can be achieved. they really inspire me to think deeply of what my interest was and that i should work towards that goal because i will definitely succeed in life if i follow my dream. though their stories are far from surreal, they somewhat have an impact on me. thats why now im more aware of which path to take in life. and i guess its quite a weird path, some may even say its impossible. so here goes. my dream is to become one of the first few people in history to create a time travelling spaceship. since young i always wanted to find out what it is like to see people of the past. though currently the technology does not permit such a feat, im more than ever determined to make it come true. well guess i should probably thank all the dramas that ive watched. well thats all then.
*chao*
khyrul: oops. haha wrong phrasing. ok ive edited it.
