Tuesday, February 21, 2006
"" @ 9:05 PM
halo again.. hmm.. today i skipped school.. went to visit my grandmother at SGH.. ya.. not coz im sick or anything.. i very heartbroken see her in that condition.. ya.. first time i see her like for dont know how long.. my eyes turn red.. ya.. she has soo many tubes poked through her skin.. but good thing is.. her eyes was open.. usually when she sees me.. she will gve me kisses and hugs.. but this time.. i was the one who gave her kisses and hugs.. ahah.. then my mum told me what shes suffering now.. she has high blood pressure.. high sugar content in her body.. and she suffered a heart attack in front of me!!! oh my.. i was like crying nonstop.. ahah.. blood.. salt and milk was tubed into her.. i was like feeling very very weak at that moment.. i cant do anything to help her.. yeah.. she is the only grand i have left.. and she dotes on me.. she says to me im her best grandchild.. thats coz i always run errands for her without question.. ahah.. and she also see me grow up from a toddler to a teenager that i am now.. its kind of sad lah.. my family like very reluctant to take her in.. i was very happy when she stayed with us.. last few months ago.. its like i go home and got someone to talk to.. now she lives with my 4th aunt i think.. yeah.. i heard my parents talk about suggestions of sending her to the old folks home.. i was kinda devastated wen they say something like that.. i love her so much.. well.. then my mum like keep pestering the doctor.. and then he say all these diseases that my grandmum is suffering.. my mum was like going..
"That's impossible, my mum never had all these. I check her medical record and all these is very first time she has all these."
the doctor then say..
"Age has caught up with her. She was a heavy smoker when she was young. Because of this, she has a very weak heart and might experience sudden heart attacks. And because of her weak heart, other ailments starts to act."
okok.. i think i go sleep now.. my eyes are still red.. well thats all then.. *chao*
